love triangle

realization

"So, what did you want to talk about?" Draco says gazing into my eyes. I get lost in his eyes for a second.

"oh um, this isn't easy for me to say but I really miss you and I know that there's so much going on right now but all I want is you..." I say pausing and staring at the ground, waiting for some sort of response. "... Draco?" I say looking up at him again. He's smiling from ear to ear. I think he feels the same way. "Draco? Hello?" I say waving my hand in front of his eyes. He snaps out of it and wraps his arms around me so tight I can barely breathe, but I don't care. He pulls away and grabs my cheek with his cold hand. We both lean in when we hear Pansy and Patty.

"Wow look over there, babe! It's the chosen one's sister smooching a future death eater. I bet her brother would love to hear about this" Pansy says smirking.

"Good one baby," Patty says getting cocky. I almost vomit at the thought of Patty using the word 'baby'. I walk up to her and punch her straight in the nose and give Patty a swift kick in his special place. They both drop to the ground in pain.

"That's my girl," Draco says grabbing my arm and dragging me to charms class. We walk in and all eyes turn to us. I look at Draco and giggle. We run to our seats at the back of the class. After charms, Draco walks me to my room. When I open it the I see Hermione and Harry sitting on my bed.

"Hey, guys, what's up?" I say hugging Draco goodbye and putting my stuff on the couch.

"I need to talk to you Ev," Harry says gesturing to sit next to him. I walk over and take a seat. Hermione smiles at me. "Hermione and I have been talking and I think you should end things with Draco," Harry says. My jaw drops. I can't believe he's just said that. How could he say something like that?

"What are you saying?" I say tearing up a little.

"No, it's not like that, we just think that he isn't the best role model, and he is a future death eater to be fair," Harry says trying to sound innocent. Tears slowly roll down my cheeks until Draco bursts into the room.

"What do you think you're doing Potter?" Draco says getting really mad. He looks over at me crying and that just made him madder. Hermione calms me down while Harry and Draco argue.

"You're the one who broke her heart and now you think she's going to trust you after that?! She didn't even trust my dog after he ran away one time! Just admit it it's over, forever" Harry says slowly stepping towards him. Draco and I lock eyes as I run to the bathroom. After 10 minutes of arguing, I hear the door slam, and then Draco soon knocks on the bathroom door.

"Come in," I say wiping my tears. Draco walks in and sits next to me on the ground.

"Hey, look I get it if you don't trust me," Draco says lifting my chin up with his cold hands. I gaze into his eyes for a few seconds.

"I do trust you; I really do... I'm just scared you know. I've lost so many people and I can't tell when someone actually likes me or not" I say grabbing his hand, trying to reassure him. I glance into his eyes and we have a moment. Not a kiss moment, a moment of realization. I realize that he is the one, he is my spark.