A Little Patience

8. Finding Out

Times have been rough after Lilly lost her home and job. But Kurt had offered for her to stay at his house. he was grateful. Very grateful. But there was still something missing in her heart. And it didn't take her long to find out that was Axl. She grew worried when he had pushed her away. She knew some stuff had to remain private. But it was the way Axl looked at her. His eyes filled with longingness. She couldn't wait until that night so she could see him again. 

But when she walked into Kurt's house, he stood there with a mad expression on his face. "I know where you were," He said. Lilly's heart pounded. "Why were with him?" Kurt asked madly. "I-We've been together for about a month now," Lilly said. "Been together as in being in a relationship?" Kurt asked. Lilly nodded. Kurt was about to walk outside when Lilly stopped him. "Kurt, no! Axl is going through so much right now! He doesn't need this!" Lilly said pushing herself against the door. "He'll use you until you're no use for him anymore! He doesn't love you. All he feels is lust!" Kurt said almost in a yell. 

Courtney and Frances weren't there. But Lilly almost wished they were. Kurt wouldn't be yelling if Frances was there. And Courtney would've probably stopped the fight. But Lilly was alone in this one. 

"If he only used me for lust then how come he hasn't asked for it yet? How come he hasn't broken up with me yet because he's dealing with too much? You're too quick to judge, Kurt!" Lilly yelled. "I know him!" Kurt said. "No, you don't! All you do is harass him and his bandmates backstage! I know they aren't innocent! But neither are you! You didn't even get to know him before you hated him!" Lilly yelled. "Well, if he hurts you don't come crying to me!" Kurt yelled. "He won't hurt me! I know he won't!" Lilly said. "Whatever happened to you being supportive of me?" Lilly asked. Kurt didn't say anything he just stood in silence. "He loves me, Kurt," Lilly said. "You're twenty-four damn it you don't know what love is!" Kurt said. "And neither does he all he does is abuse women. He fucks them and then he leaves! He'll get what he wants from you and he'll leave!" Kurt said. "You're wrong," Lilly said. 

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That night, Lilly snuck off to Axl's house and knocked on the door. Axl answered. He looked really tired. "Kurt knows," Lilly said. "How'd he find out?" Axl asked. "He must've seen me coming over here?" Lilly replied. "Is he mad?" Axl asked. "Yeah," Lilly said. "But it's fine trust me," Lilly added. Axl kissed her lips before leading her inside. 

Sadness radiated off of Axl. "What happened, baby, tell me," Lilly said. Axl shook his head. "Same shits that's been happening!" Axl said almost in a yell. Lilly stepped back. "Sorry," Axl said. "It's just a lot happening." Lilly stepped closer to where her chest was touching his. "I know, Axl, I know," she said. Axl closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around Lilly's small body. "I'm glad you're here, Lilly," Axl said. Lilly wrapped her arms around Axl's neck and kissed his lips. "I love you, Axl," Lilly said. "I love you too, Lilly," Axl said.