Category: Angst
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He watched as the boys nephew clung to the bodyHe watched as the mother cried in the corner
He watched the fathers eyes fill with sorrow
He watched the sister's face contort in emotional pain
He watched as the family broke down
He felt his own tears running down his cheeks
He felt the pain well up in his chest
He felt the guilt finally catch up to him
He saw a small smile grace the males face
His eyes lighting up as he saw his family
...
He heard the heart monitor gradually slowing downHe heard the panicked breathing of the mother, still shocked at the thought
of loosing her only sonHe heard the shaky sobs of the older sister, who -until now- had tried to stay strong
for her younger brotherHe heard the frantic callings of the father, trying to get a doctor
The sniffles of the nephew, still crying into his uncles shoulder. Still not completely
understanding what was happeningHe heard the rushed footsteps of the doctors
He saw the mans eyes slowly closing
He saw as his smile slowly faded
He saw how the mother fell the ground. Clutching her chest, as if to make
the pain go awaySaw the fathers face as it slacked, no more emotions painted on it
Saw the sister shakily try and remove her son
He felt his heart clench
He wanted to scream
He wanted to walk over to the mother. He wanted nothing more than to
give her a hugHe wanted to say sorry to the father
He wanted to cry with the sister
He wanted to try and make the nephew understand
He wanted to fall to the ground
He wanted to sob
He wanted to hug the boy. To beg him to come back
But he couldn't
He couldn't hug the mother. She was in too much pain
He couldn't say sorry to father. He wouldn't listen
He couldn't cry with the sister. She was better alone
He couldn't explain to the nephew. It'd break him
He couldn't scream
He couldn't sob
All he could do was watch
Watch as the family was torn apart
Watch as a mother lost a son
As a father lost his boy
As a sister lost her best friend
As a nephew lost his one and only uncle
It was his fault
If he hadn't stormed out of the house like that
If he had payed better attention to his surroundings
If he had listened to the calls
If he had tried to listen
None of this would've happened
He wouldn't've been shoved out of the way
Wouldn't've only come out with a scratch
Wouldn't've had to watch the family break
Wouldn't've had to watch him die in front of his eyes
As he thought of all the things he could've done instead,
Iwaizumi Hajime sunk to the ground
Finally coming to terms, that his love
His boyfriend
His world
His universe
His best friend
Had died
And it was his fault
...Oikawa Tooru didn't die a un-hero like death.
He didn't die by killing himself.
He didn't die by being shot.
He didn't die by an illness.
He died saving the one he loved above all others.
The one he wished to see continue life.
The one he had hoped to marry.
The one who was always there for him.
The one who he'd shared years of secrets with.
The one who believed in him, when no one else would.
The one he thought of as family.
He had jumped in front of that car, because he couldn't watch his boyfriend die.
He couldn't even bare the thought.
He died like a hero.
He died saving others.
But most importantly,He died being loved.
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