You Drive Me Crazy | L.H

Chapter 21: 'fuck it'

Olivia pov

We were at the house party until 3 am at new year, it was great we just chatted for hours, occasionally glancing at Luke and he would smirk or wink at me, we kept up the facade of playfully fighting but I was actually enjoying this it was like we had a secret that only us could know.

I couldn't wait until we could go home and I could just be with him. Mikey had already said he was going to Claire's for the night, so we didn't have to worry about that and our parents are staying with friends in town. Which meant Luke could come to mine without worrying about explaining what we are to anyone, we can just relax and enjoy each other's company...

I giggle tumbling into my room with his arms around me as he kisses my neck lightly from behind me, my hair pushed over my shoulder. I still feel like every part of me is on fire when we kiss or even just touch, I spin around once we're in my room and pull him down to kiss me, my hands going through his hair. He kisses back passionately, adjusting his arms to lift me up to him, I wrap my legs around him as he holds me.

After the night I've had this is exactly what I needed...

He walks over to the bed, places me down gently and breaks away from the kiss slightly just to whisper, "do you want to..." he asks looking at my eyes then down at my lips and back knowing where this is going.

I look into his eyes there so bright and blue, I bite my lip slightly, "um...of course, I want to, but-" before I can continue he cuts me off.

"But?" he says looking taken aback. His smile drops and the spark from his eyes disappears. He looks at me studying my face carefully, he smiles, lifting my chin with his finger and kissing me softly.

I smile into the kiss before we break away, "you know what fuck it! Just this once," I giggle Kissing him passionately, pulling him down to the bed.

"You sure what about-" Luke chuckles between kisses.

I roll my eyes, cutting him off, "I said fuck it, Hemmings," I chuckle pulling him in, he seems to listen this time his hand snaking up the inside of my top to undo my bra as I take off his top.

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Afterwards, we curled up together, my head leaning on his arm like a pillow that's wrapped around me and our legs tangled. I somehow ended up wearing his shirt and he put back on his boxers to cuddle. I've thrown my hair up into a messy bun, it has gone slightly curly from the pool. We stay like this for a while just enjoying our time together. "Were you scared today, with the whole pool thinking?" Luke says out of the blue looking at me.

I think for a moment, not really sure what to say, "I think so... I haven't really thought about it yet... I've kinda blocked it from my mind" I mumble fiddling with my sheets.

"That's all I could think about when I was shouting at Maddison, how scared you looked afterwards... I don't think I've seen you like that, I mean there was the Ferris wheel but that was more you being mad at me than anything else.." he says playing with my hair lightly.

I smile slightly, "you were worried about me," I tease looking up at him.

"Oh, hush... but yeah..." he chuckles lightly.

I can feel my face going pink, "thank you, Luke, for everything..." I smiled up at him.

He smiles back, "no problem love, we should try and get some sleep," he says kissing my forehead.

I nodded leaning my head on his shoulder again and we got back into our comfy position from earlier. "Goodnight Hemmings," I mumble into his shoulder.