𝐋𝐞𝐯𝐢 𝐗 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

Don't Save Me ( Part 2 )

All of you arrive inside the walls again, when you felt the carriage stop you then force yourself to stand up, it hurts like hell since it seems like you've damage your ankle and your ribs badly

You jump off the carriage and ran as fast as you can even though you've heard your friends call for you but you didn't listen and you just kept running till you're inside your room, you then lock it as you slide down the floor

"I can't hang myself, they'll surely get in before I even loose my breath" you said as you scan the room

You saw your scalpel and you immediately got up and grab it

"I already lost a bit of blood, blood lost can kill, that's my only option, I'll do it" you said as you then immediately drag the scalpel on your wrist and push it roughly making you yelp in pain

"Y/n stop whatever you're doing!" Yelled connie who kept punching the door

You then drew another line on your wrist as you pulled your head back in pain a lot of blood started coming out of it as you bite your lip trying to muffle your groans and your yelps

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Meanwhile Levi saw the crowd in front of your room, all of your friends were surrounding it while trying to break the door

"What is this noise about you brats?" He said as he look at your friends in with cross arms

"C-captain Y/n is i-inside, she's trying to k-kill herself!" Armin said making his eyes widen as he push your friends aside as he tried to open the door himself

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"Y/n open the god damn door!" You suddenly heard his voice, you smiled when you remembered all you memories together, but soon it turned into sadness when you realize he'll be married to someone else soon, tears started falling down your eyes

"No matter.... what you guys do...it will be too...late" you said in between lifeless breaths

"Y/n don't fucking do this!" He cursed as he bump into the door again

You then look at the pool of blood in front of you as you smile, you look at your bloody wrist, you've made a lot of lines already

"It's useless... You'll be happy with someone...else...I can't bear seeing you...happy with her" you said as your voice came out as a whisper, you just hope they heard you

"I would rather... Not live anymore...than seeing you happy with... someone else" you said as you felt your head getting dizzy

You then fell down on the floor with a thud as you just stare at the pool of blood beside you before you blackout you saw the door getting opened and your friends shock face as they saw you and Levi carrying you in his arms

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You were about to open your eyes when you suddenly heard people speaking

"Y/n, please wake up now, it's almost a month, we don't want our last memory of you being a emotionless human" you recognize the voice to be Jean's as you felt tears dripping down on you

"Y/n please wake up, you can't just leave, I haven't even seen you, I'm sorry I wasn't able to save you, please wake up...I wouldn't be able to forgive myself knowing I didn't even do anything to save one of my friends" this time it was Eren that's speaking

"Wake up now Y/n, we want to see you smile again, we don't want to see you like this, it's hurts us" this time it was connie

"Please wake up, I'll give you my food if you do, please?" It was obviously sasha and you then heard someone hit her as she says "ouch"

"C-captain" You heard armin stutter

"Is she still...not awake yet?" You heard Levi, you can tell he has his stoic expression on but his tone is clearly concerned

"Unfortunately not yet captain" you heard connie reply

"This is all your fault! If Only you didn't tell her about your stupid wedding! You knew how much she loved you!" Mikasa said as tears left her eyes as the others tried to restrain her

"I didn't want to hurt her, I just thought she wouldn't do... something like this" he said you can tell he lowered his voice because of his tone

"You could've just told her after the expedition! Then she wouldn't do something this careless!! We don't even know if she'll survive! She's been in coma for almost a fucking month all thanks to you!" Mikasa said as more tears left her eyes

"Cadet that's enough" a familiar voice suddenly said, you know the owner of the voice, it was commander Erwin

"It's not Levi's fault, I practically force him to marry Petra, I thought it was the best for humanity" he said as they all went quiet

"Commander I'm not trying to come up rude but, you should've known that Y/n would commit something if Levi gets taken away from her, more than anyone else, you should've been aware of her feelings" Eren said as he tried to remain respectful

"He's right commander, and now because of this we're most likely to loose one of the most skilled soldier, making our chance to defeat the titan's decrease" Armin said and it all suddenly went quiet

"Who said I would die?" You suddenly said making their heads shoot up to you

Your friends then went and hug you but you yelp in pain as they suddenly touch one of your injury

"Ow, ow, ow" you yelp at the sudden pain

They then apologize and you just smiled weakly at them

"Let's give them time shall we?" Commander suddenly said and my friends nodded hesitantly

All of them then left except me and Levi, he was just leaning on the wall with his head down

Few minutes past and finally he went to sit on the chair next to you

"How was your wedding?" You asked as soon as your eyes met each other

"I didn't got to marry her...she died during the expedition...my whole squad died actually" Levi said as you just stare at him shock

"W-what? I'm...sorry about that, are you...okay?" You asked you knew how much Levi valued his squad and losing them you knew it break him

He suddenly hug you not tightly since he's being cautious about your injuries

"I'm not, I'm really not, I was so devastated when they died, but I couldn't mourn for their death, I was so scared that I'll loose you, I was afraid to be alone" he said as he cried in your embrace while you just tried to soothe him

"Why would you do something like that? You scared me so much you idiot! I thought I was gonna loose you especially when you only wake up today" he said as he lock eyes with you

"I would lie If I say I didn't wish to be dead, I was so pissed on the fact that I can't Marry you and just imagining you being with someone else, hurts" you said as a tear left your eye

"I really didn't want to marry her, Erwi-" you just cut him off while caressing his hands softly

"I know I heard everything" you said as you gently smile

"I'm sorry it's my fault-" you again cut him off

"Shh, it's not, you didn't have any choice I understand now"

"I'm sorry for making you worry, I really didn't want to leave you alone, it's just that...I got mad, I didn't want to see you with someone...else" You said and he just held your chin and kiss you gently

You kiss each other gently, his hands went to rest in your waist and your fingers went to go play with his hair deepening the kiss

"I love you so much" he said after you guys broke the kiss

"I love you more" you said as you smiled gently

"Well I guess we can both agree that we need to put some label on this" he said and you nodded

"Yup definitely, I'm yours and you're mine" you said and he just giggled while nodding