𝐋𝐞𝐯𝐢 𝐗 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

Wait (Part 2)

Yes finally I did it, I finally did a part 2 for this story yeyyyy. I'm actually writing this and I have nothing in my mind so hopefully it turns out good 

LEVI'S POV

When she closed the door straight to my face I tried knocking on her door but she didn't answer. I just kept hearing sobs and then I decided that I should just leave her for now and talk to her in the morning. Which was a mistake, guys, you should never sleep knowing that your woman is mad at you for something that you did.

The morning came and I immediately got out of my office and came to find F/n in the dining hall where everyone eats. All the captains usually sit in one table but when I got there F/n was nowhere to be found

"Have you seen F/n?" I asked Hange and Erwin who was sitting there but instead of answering me Hange stood up and got her food and walked away but stopped right as she went passed me

"I'm really disappointed in you, Levi" Her voice was cold and it actually sent shivers down my spine. It was the first time that Hange was using that tone on me, she's usually playful and cheerful but today was...different 

"Why did you do it?" Erwin asked, he was calm but disappointment was written all over his face

"I... have been busy with work lately and I-i forgot about our anniversary" I confessed. That was really what happened. I was just stressed and didn't even notice that our anniversary was coming

"So you went out with another girl? Levi, do you even know how excited F/n was that day? And then you broke her by going out with another woman when you guys should be celebrating together" It was clear on Erwin's voice that he was mad and disappointed on me at the same time

"I didn't go out with her! I just so happened to meet her when I was trying to find F/n and she invited me to go outside so I did!" I was now getting frustrated, I didn't know why everyone was getting mad at me for no reason

"So you thought it was fine to go with another woman and not continue finding your girlfriend? What if something bad happened to her? You wouldn't be able to do anything Levi, you know why?" He asked and I stayed quiet and waited for him to finish his lecture

"Because you'll be too busy walking around with another girl. I expected more from you" With that he left me there, alone. Is it really that bad to go walk with someone? 

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Y/n POV

When Levi found me he never stopped following me. Even though me and my squad are training he would position his squad to practice right next to mine. He would asked if we could talk and of course I was still mad but a lot calmer than I was yesterday. 

"F/n, please" He held my hand and begged. Our squads just looked at us awkwardly. I had enough of it so I pulled him and dragged him all the way to the rooftop 

"You wanted us to talk right?! Fine, let's talk" I'm fuming mad right now since the scene of him and Petra keeps replaying in my head and I would always feel like my heart is being broken to thousand of pieces

"Let's break up" It was a hard decision to make but it is the one I wanted. Levi seemed shocked as he stood there frozen in place with his mouth gaping 

"F/n l-let's not rush into those kinds of decisions o-okay?" He tried to hold my hand but I backed away and avoided him

"No Levi, it's what I want" No, I am not letting a single tear escape my eyes. I am so tired of crying because of him! 

"F/n, one mistake. It was just one mistake, please" He kneeled down and started crying while holding my hand. I looked up as I stared at the sky to stop my tears from falling. I already made my decision last night, this is what's best for me 

"This might be the first time that you missed our anniversary but Levi, this isn't the first time that you made me cry. I am tired of crying and doubting my worth every single time that I cry" He shook his head and cried harder while begging

"F/n, three years. Are you really gonna put it to waste?"

"Me? Levi, I wasn't the one who wasted those wonderful years together! You did! You never looked at me the same way that look at me before! You no longer have time for me, You let me suffer on my own, even though you are not saying it, I know you love me less compared to when we both fell in love. Levi, I don't know when I'll die since we face death every single day. I don't want to waste my time crying and doubting my worth just because you can't appreciate me. I'm sorry Levi but I'm choosing me" He got up but still didn't let go of my hand. He was dumbfounded, he was shocked. He was shocked that I had the courage to say those words to him

"A-are you saying that you regret meeting me?"

"No" I saw a glimpse of joy in his eyes but those quickly got erased when he heard my next sentence "I do not regret meeting you, but I regret letting you ruin the peace that I worked so hard to get. I am done letting you take advantage of me Levi" A tear successfully escaped my eyes so I quickly got rid of Levi's hands and left him there 

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Levi fell onto the floor and hugged himself tight. Every word that F/n said was true. He got way too comfortable and didn't even notice that he was taking advantage of her already. He deserved it, he deserved getting left behind by the person he once loved. 

He became greedy, he became smug. He forgot that his girlfriend needed her love and attention too. He was always tired and exhausted to  even talk to her. He no longer valued her feelings and became selfish. He wish he can turn back time but he couldn't. He needed to face the aftermath of the mess that he made.

F/n closed the door on her barracks, she slid on the floor and hugged her knees while crying. It was a rough decision that she needed to make for her sake. She needed to be selfish and think about herself before other people. She could feel it, she could feel herself getting drained. She was no longer her old self

She lost her true genuine self because she kept making different personalities and versions of herself for other people because she was terrified of being left all alone and being abandoned. It wasn't worth it. She will forever be grateful for those three years but she will no longer make that same mistake ever again. She will choose herself, always. 

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I have been super busy that's why I haven't been able to post lately, but finally I have free time since school is finally over. If you guys have any stories that you want me to make please drop it on the comments and I will try my best to make a story out of it <3 

Have a blessed day everyone!