His Namesake Wife [Completed] ✔️

Chapter 37 - Heartfelt

"Waqt bhi thehra hai, khoya hai rasta, kash tu aise aye jaise koyi dua"

As soon as she finished, Sidharth's eyes were glassy for the pain she might have gone through , he was furious at that bastrard , frustrated at the way this society works, proud at her for being so courageous but a bit disappointed as well it's been almost three months that they have married but she never tried to share this part of her life whereas, he has bared himself in front of her. Maybe, she wouldn't have told him this today as well if he wouldn't have purposed her.

At the same time, as he analyze the situations and incidents happened before, he now understood the meaning of so many questioned things. She has suffered a bad marriage that was the reason behind Mr. Gill doing all that stuff. This was the reason she has denied his proposal. That's the reason she was being so broken at the incident which took place in the beginning. Her special envy with cigarettes was justified as well and for a fact he hated them with a passion as well after knowing this. Her past was the reason that everyone around her family was so protective for her. Her nightmare a day before and the sleeping peels he has caught in their apartment at the very second week of their marriage, she has made some lame excuse and he has believed it but that was how she must have survived those three days when he has left here all alone for three days straight, the remembrance just made him curse his ownself a few times more.

He has always seen her as a strong women who won't mind breaking one's neck off if it comes upto her dignity but today he is being introduced to the reason behind this, what has made her strong, the hardships.

He looked at her and that little bit of disappointment flew away in thin air at the way she was shaking. There wasn't a single drop of tear in her eyes, her eyes were just blank. Her shaking body answered his unsaid question of disappointment as well, her telling him about her past was alike reliving all of it again which is not at all something so east to do specially when it's so haunting that she still had nightmares. He pulled her trembling body at top of his and rubbed her back.

"Mere sath kyu aise hua Sidharth maine toh kissi ko kuj ni kaha kissi ka bura bhi nahi kiya phir kyu", she said in a babyish voice while lifting her face up to gaze him.

For some unknown reason she looked so effortlessly adorable to him. He sighed taking a deep breath, he should knew this was going to come, she is a mess when she shares something a serious emotional mess. She is the one who needs love at these times and he is there to give all of it.

"Tujhe Meri shakal dekh ke lagta hai ki maine kissi ka kuj bura kiya
Hoga", he asked.

"Nouu", she replied immidiately shaking her head.

"Even agr kiya bhi hoga toh itna bura toh nahi hoga ki jail jana deserve karta hou mein lekin gaya na hua voh chiz kyuki voh hona tha usme koi kuch nahi kar sakta You know life is meant to through hurdles at our way its upto us how do we overcome that or we choose to give up. You chose to fight baby which you have won mera bahadur bacha", he said pecking her head.

"But that particular thing is enough to tarnish one for lifetime", she retorted.

"Sweetheart people say life is not a bed of roses, lekin agar ho bhi toh voh life katon ke sath ati hai na so these Miseries are just those agar dukh nahi aayenge toh sukh ki value khatam nahi ho jaegi", he asked to which she nodded.

"Bas phir tu toh meri positivity ki dukan hai na toh positive soch naah baby tu mera strong bacha hai who fought for herself tune khud ko uss chiz se bahar nikala hai baby", he whispered so gently as if speaking to a child to which she nodded.