Chapter 7 - Thoughts

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Sana got into the elevator and pressed the key into the key hole to open the door after matching the numbers. She walked inside the house way incredibly beautiful but needless to say it was been kept awfully messy. Right now she was not in an condition to get this fixed at the first place.

She looked around it was an 2Bhk. There was two rooms, a hall, a modular kitchen and two bathrooms attached to each one of the rooms. The interiors were well designed and it seem to be an pretty luxurious apartment.

She moved inside one of the rooms. There was an huge big picture of his standing with an old men, that hung at the wall. It seems to be an hand made painting. She guessed it from the familiar scent and the painting that it would must be his room.

She walked into the another one's which looks like it's been kept untouched. Obviously he must have lived here alone. Shrugging it anyways she moved to the place where a plug was been attached.

She removed the sling from her shoulder and took her phone out along with an charger. Keeping it on the charging. She again held the bunch of keys in her hand and open his closet she was a bit hesitant in doing that but she wasn't having any option so she did so.

As, she can't just sleep in these awfully uncomfortable heavy  plazoo set and this heavy dupatta at her head. She opened the closet and look around. She spotted a black t- shirt of his and a pair of shorts which probably look alike a caprey on her. She bring them out along with an towel and moved towards the washroom attached.

She hung the things there and put the geaser on for an relaxing warm water bath which she needs badly and walked out back in the room . She stand in the room when her eyes fall at the mirror which was right in front of her and she can see herself. She looked at her own retreated figure.

A sudden gasp left her mouth and her hands traveled involuntarily to the vermilion that was filled in between her hairline. Then her hand traveled to the neptuline chain caressing it with her fingers which was hung loosely at her midriff.

Tears began flowing down from her eyes she has been holding herself all this while. But she just can't do that anymore she fall down on her kness hugging them close to her chest and cried her heart out.

"Aapne aaj tak jo kiya maine sb bardasht kiya kbhi complaint nahi kiya kissi bhi chij ko lekar lekin ye kyun kyun kiya mere sath aisa babaji mere apne papa ne mujhe unki umar ke insan se shaddi ke bndhan mein bandhna chaha kyu kr rahe ho ye sb aap kya kasoor hein mera aap btao na kya kiya hein maine aisa jo mujhe haar roj saza de rahe ho mere to apne papa ne mujhe iss halt mein phoncha diya toh bahar vale se toh mein kya hi expect karu dekhiye vo bhi mujhe chod kar chale gaye yha iss anjan shehar mein iss anjan ghar mein ekdum akele", she said letting out a painful screech while crying.

She cried and cried until a thought stuck her mind that she has switched the geaser on. She got up and moved towards the washroom. She switched the geaser off and filled the bath tub. She stripped herself out of her heavy plazoo suit which has turned her skin red with rashes.

She sat inside the bathtub letting the warm water calm her muscles and her mind. She just kept sitting there all numb. Her thoughts wandered over what her maa has taught.

"Puttar zindagi taan kisse di vi asaan ni hundi bs kissi nu vadh pareshaani hundi aan kissi nu ghat pr eddan e mtlb ni hunda ke assi himmat har jaiye"

"Himmat ek eho jahi chij aa jehdi bnde nu vaddi to vaddi musibat naal ladn te majboor ka dendi aan"

" Je assi kuj galat ni kitta na te sadde naal vi ni hou babaji te hamesha bharosa rkhna chahida ya oh sahi bnde naal kadi vi galat ni hon dinde"

" Zindagi ek course jidech time time te rabji sannu parkhan layi sade imtehan lende rehnde aan"

"Rishtey nibhon layi patience chahidi hundi aan puttar je ek bnda teekha hove tan duje nu mitha bnna penda va te je ek gusse vala aan teh duje nu shaant hona painda"

She sighed as the thoughts wandered over her mind. She felt like a new energy being pumped into her body. She got up took shower and changed into his clothes.

"mein haar nahi maungi unhone mujhe uss insan se shaadi krne se bchaya magar unki bhi toh zindagi hogi na unhone mere liye jo kiya agar uske liye mein puri zindagi bhi dedu to mujhe koyi gum nahi unhone itni izzat khud ke liye kmayi hein meri nzro mein vo mane chahe na mane mgar mein manti hu iss SHADDI ko bhale hi naam ke liye hui ho mgar shaadi to hui hein na ek saal ka contract bnvaya na apne ek saal mein himmat nahi harungi jo hoga dekha jaega", she said to herself determined while drying her hairs from the towel.

She open the wardrobe took out a blanket and lay down at the bed. Sleep consumed her in no time and she fell into a deep slumber.

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On the other side, Sidarth reached the hotel Taj and booked a room for stay three days. He straight up went towards his room and slept it was past midnight and he has already shut down his overthinking brain leaving the decision to take after listening to azooba.

Next Morning he got up and called azooba first.

At Call:-

"hello namaskar baa", said Sidarth.

"kya hein tujhe kitni baar bola hein baa nhi bola kar azooba hota hein", whined Mr. Ram.

"Apki daat kaise sununga agar apko baa nahi bolunga toh", said Sidarth smilingly.

"Tu baat kyu nahi smjhta female feel aati hein isse vaise aaj tune mujhe yaad kaise kr liya", asked Mr. Ram sarcastically.

"Mein to apko hamesha hi yaad krta hu acha ye btao kha ho aap", asked Sidarth.

"beta mein toh shehar se bahar aya hu kaam se kya hua", said Mr. Ram.

"unmm vapis kb aaenge aap".

" beta kl tk kyu kya hua"

" thik hein jb aap aoge tb mujhe inform kr dena"

"but hua kya bta to".

" Jb ajaoge fer btaunga pakka",saying so he hung up.

He freshn up did his breakfast and left to his art gallery to spend time.
He took the paint brush and began painting the canvas.

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