His Namesake Wife [Completed] ✔️

Chapter 43 - Flaws

"Will you leave me", she asked looking at him with those innocent red orbs filled with vulnerability, those beautiful pouty puffer pink lips quivering in an attempt to surpress her sobs.

Whereas, he kept looking at her without blink how could she ask something like that of a sort from him. It's been three months that they are living together. Don't she knew him this much. For God sake, he has kept himself in front of her like a open book and now just because his father has said something unpleasant she is questioning his feelings, she is doubting him. Moreover, haven't she observed his state when she was away just for mere hours without his knowledge. He didn't expect this coming, his father said wrong and she has full right to be hurt over that but questioning his love, was his that weak?

"You know what sweetheart jiss din tujhe purpose kiya tha naah aur mujhe rejection mila tha return mein maine wait kiya ki mein hurt hou tere se ya koi narazgi aaye but you know what I did i was reasoning with my ownself defending you lekin aaj tune Yeh joh bola hai naah it hurt ne here, you have wounded me today sweetheart", he spoke bitterly while pointing towards his heart making her heart clench at the tone with which he used an endearing for her.

"Itna kamzor toh mera pyaar nahi hona chahiye tha where do I lack, tell me naah", he asked cupping her face.

"You didn't lack Sidharth i did I do lack in everything", she muttered looking down.

"Ek tisre insan ki batein tumhe itna affect kar rahi hai that you are questioning yourself", he asked.

"That third person is your father Sidharth", she whispered.

"You didn't knew this before that I have a family but you never behaved this way then why now", he asked.

"Sidharth jab chize muh pe ake bajti hai na banda tabhi jagta hai mein bhalekhe (illusion) mein jee rahi thi ki mein shayad dubara khush ho sakti hoon ", she said looking down with a bitter laugh.

"No Baby you are getting it wrong meri jaan", he cooed softly as he snuggled her in his arms, the hurt which he felt a mere minutes ago diminishing as he held her in his arms and moreover trying to understand her.

"I may be getting it wrong Sidharth lekin unhone joh bola sab sach hai sab kuch am a Divorcee, tainted, ruined you deserve so so much better than me Sidharth aap mein voh haar ek quality hai joh ek ladki ek ladke mein dekhti hai aur mujh mein voh haar ek flaw hai joh ek ladke ki family nahi chahti ke ek ladki mein ho", she sobbed.

"No sweetheart, you have everything in yourself what I would have ever wished in my wife to have you are imperfectly perfect meri strong bacha lekin sensitive bhi", he said gently.

"Lekin Sidharth apki family bhi aisa soche Yeh toh zaruri nahi hai naah aur ek baar ko voh log apke liye mann bhi jaye lekin apka circle apke relatives, apke friends, apki industry ke log uss circle mein sab log mujhe accept karenge", she asked with the tears flowing down her cheeks.

He rubbed her back as she cried not knowing what else to do. This feeling of rejection, this feeling of turning into a failure for others, who can understand it better than him. It's just their circumstances are different but the feelings are same. He don't know what to say, one part of his felt so so angry with his father because of his damn ruthless words, his wife is sobbing.

But, the other part of him is somehow glad that this did happened, cause it bring him to so many realizations. Whatever she is saying makes sense to him, the society he might not be the one caring about the society but she, as a female will always have to look at that aspect because the judgements, the upbringing provided upto a female is that do live a life which a Society approves, do things which will make you look superior in society, be a social person, being a girl you can't be too furious, boys have a copyright over anger if asked why? You will be counted incapable of handling people your upbringing will he questioned if you will become angry, girls can't show it even if she is the one right. They are trained to surpress from the beginning they are taught to handle things maturely but when it comes to a boy he attracts to the one who is innocent, naive and unmature, then why this hypocrisy, why do a women can't just live a life which she intended to instead of the one society asks or expects her to live or the changes which she has to bring in herself just to get a social approval from the society.