His Namesake Wife [Completed] ✔️

Chapter 47 - Indifference

"Tongue has no bones, but it is strong enough to break a heart"

Life is full of uncertainties. Life is a wholesome experience. It will serve you sweet, sour, bitter all the experiences together. There will be days when one just thinks about giving up onto everything around and just leave this world to go up there. Whereas, there will be days when you would want to scream with happiness and want that specific experience to never end. But at the very same time, there will be days where you will be just there breathing, neither elated nor upset nothing just breathing because you don't have the right on your breaths.

Today is the day when she felt that feeling of just breathing for the sake of existence. His words they were haunting her again and again. She was lying under the quilt covering herself completely from head to toe under that thick fabric. Her tears knew no bounds today, they were flowing down her eyes as if someone has left the shor of a river flew open. Her hand was pressing her mouth tightly in an attempt to contain her sobs. She was hurting, both physically and mentally. The ache from the fall which she has in her back is long forgotten by the dull ache in her chest. She cried and cried until her eyes seemed to be closing at their own.

Sidharth was standing still at the place where he was been standing almost an hour before. His own words were ringing in his ears again and again. He has definitely made an blunder, he regretted his words more than anything else. She has trusted him to bare her vulnerabilities to him but what he did in return, he used her vulnerabilities to make a mockery of her. Do, he mean any of those harsh words, A Hell No. But do that makes any difference to the way they must have hurt the other person A Hell No Again.

He was regretting all that he just spatted at his wife. He want to go, coax her and make her understand that he doesn't mean any of it. But he just don't know how? Because he don't have a explanation of what he said. What is he going to explain to her, that he was stressed out and he used her as a stress buster and burst out all his frustrations onto her. When, he has realized about his mistake he was expecting her to burst out at him, scold him and say something worst then what he said to her a few minutes ago but No, how could he just forget that she isn't like that. She will keep hurting within her own but would never dared to say something which might disrespect him or this relationship of theirs, their marriage. But, he, he did that today, he disrespected her, he has respected their relationship by talking about Divorce, the most sensitive topic for her.

This wasn't for the first time when they have fought. Marriage is such where you might fight everyday because as the saying goes Jaha doh bartan honge voh awaz toh karenge naa, so having fights is nothing abnormal. There are some people who just have that specific capability of solving them at the very same day itself . Sidharth and Shehnaaz they are counted among those as well because , they might fight with each other but it was would be all resolved before they went to bed. He is short tempered and she always tends to be a understanding wife. When he losses his temper she will always stood beside him taking his wrath until he calms down and she will shout at him making him understand that where he has gone wrong and what they need to do for mending the previous damage. But, today she just said a gut wrenching sentence Aap Mujhse Pyaar Karne Ka Dawa Karte Hai Lekin Aap Toh Mujhe Samajhte Hi Nahi Hai. He knew he has crossed the line today.

He has shouted at her when she has suggested him to send his painting for a art exhibition, he was angry at her when she has disappeared yesterday without informing him, but she has always understood him, soothe him and stood beside him to hold him. Even, when he has left her all alone and come back three days later, she didn't for once accused him for doing that to her instead she tried to understand him. She has time at that moment, she could have gone away from him back to her hometown, her family but she chose him instead and waited for him to come back. But, what he said to her today Punjab Chali Jaogi Vapis.