His Namesake Wife [Completed] ✔️

Chapter 70 - Communication

"When did we grew so distant baby", he asked trying to start up a conversation.

"Jab aap asmaan ke liye shoot karne gaye", she retorted referring to the second movie he did.

"BBB3 ke time pe tujhe Yeh nahi laga", he asked referring to the first one.

"Laga but utna nahi pata hai Sidharth we were naa like way too clingy over each other, hum log din ke teeno meals sath mein khate the hum logo ke mid night cravings, morning's, sab kuch ek sath karte the aur inn sab mein hum ek dusre ke aadi ho gaye it felt like ki hum ek bubble mein jeeh rahe the aur jab aap bahar nikle toh voh bubble burst hogya", she sighed.

"Sidharth jab kissi ki shaadi hoti hai naa toh two people get to know each other and they adjust themselves according to each other humne bhi kiya maine apke liye aur apne mere liye lekin naa hum log ek dusre mein itna kho gaye ki bahar ka sab kuch bhool gaye. We over loved each other and that wasn't good aur isme apki galati nahi hai we both are equally at fault, mujhe apke sath itna rehne ki adat ho gayi naa ki aap door jate the toh bardasht nahi hota tha. Starting mein naa aap din baar bahar rehte the but raat ko aap ghar aate the toh it was all good, mein khud jab school mein job karti thi toh din mein ghar aati thi sab kuch scheduled tha lekin phir when i begun working in the industry toh week mein doh din yaa tin din kaam karti thi aur baki ke din hum log chill marte the kyuki aap tab ghar pe hote the lekin jab aap bahar Jane lage toh sab kuch khali khali sa lagta tha, lekin phir bhi starting mein aap jab ghar aatein the toh aisa lagta tha ki sab thik hai you still need me. Hum Yeh Baat accept kare chahe naa karein lekin joh hum logo ki ek dusre pe dependence hai naa voh satisfaction deti thi ki haan we Need each other lekin abhi voh dependency khone si lagi hai like when you come home having your dinner, Infact there are days when you don't even came home then my own dependencies over you regarding groceries and so many other things lekin voh sab abhi khud karna padta hai. Mujhe koi problem nahi hai voh sab karne mein lekin voh dependency ek unknown satisfaction deti thi joh aab nahi hota. I know sab Pehle jaisa nahi ho sakta kyuki voh apki professional life ka ek bura phase tha but still we need to give each other time naa Sidharth kaam zaruri hai lekin ek dusre ko time dena bhi toh zaruri hai naa", she asked and he nodded.

"You know where we lacked the most, the balance in our relationship. Yaa toh aisa time tha ki hum ek dusre se chipke hue rehte the ya phir hum log bilkul aise mod pe phonch gaye ki hum log apne dil ki baat tak share nahi kar paye that's why it all just bottled up and we ended up venting it out in the worst ways possible. Voh joh bich vala understanding phase hota hai naa voh humme dekha hi nahi hum voh built nahi kar paye", he sighed.

"Exactly, yahi mein bol ri hoon you know jab sab change hua naa toh personal life neglect kar diya aur shuru mein professional life neglect kiya toh unn dono ke beech ka imbalance humein kha sa gaya", she agreed.

"It's like jaise maine neglect kiya aur tune karne diya, same maine kiya like tune bola nahi toh maine samajhne ki koshish bhi nahi ki we lacked that communication part too", he pointed out further.

"Aap chize nahi batate the toh mujhe puchna chahiye tha", she agreed.

"Baby mere mein bahut flaws hai just like any other person and am not ashamed of accepting them. I tried to change myself adjust things lekin pura ka pura banda toh nahi badal sakte naa joh mein ek life jeeh raha tha pichle 32 saalon se but i have made changes. Lekin yaha pe I want to put this straight sweetheart ke mein aisa hi hoon agar tujhe kisi baat ka bura laga hai kahi pe tujhe aisa lagta hai ki am lacking come to me talk to me, gussa kar Dant deh, mere sir ho jaa lekin tell me baby make sure that you put your plight in my head. Mein Koi psychologist nahi hoon that I can read your mind without you mentioning a thing about what went wrong. Communicate with me, mujhe bol aakein ki Sidharth apne Yeh galat kiya aap sorry bolo Pehle Bhi toh bolti thi naa baby tum humesha point out karti thi ki you are upset with me and I did this or that", he said.