Control | Loki

The Bar.

Chapter Fourteen

"What outfit?" I asked as the girls stood in my room.

"This one." Wanda held it up, it was a black outfit, I felt my throat clench.

"The last time you put me in something Bucky tried Kidnapping me," I said and she smirked.

"Then it worked Sestra, you need more style than your sweaters... or Loki's." She pointed at the sweater I was currently wearing.

"I have style, Wanda." I sighed and Pietro walked in.

"Printsessa! I was wondering what you are wearing, I am wearing this!" He wore dress pants and a white button-up that wasn't buttoned all the way with a chain on his neck, my brother actually looked very nice like that. "Wanda dressed me."

"Svinka you look really nice, that's what she's putting on me." I pointed at the dress Wanda held.

"It looks nice, except the shirt looks very revealing," Pietro said and I smiled, that's when a knock rang through our ears, I looked and saw Loki who was looking at us.

"Am I interrupting?" He was wearing the black suit, except he was holding his blazer, so his muscles were very visible making my favourite suit even better.

"Never Zmeya." I smiled and he nodded, he walked in and walked to my bed like he always did, my siblings, including Nat who stood there, looked at me.

"On vsegda prichodite vie vashu komnatou yi prosto saditsya? yi the pozvolyayesh eto?" (Does he always come into your room and just sit down? And you allow it?) Nat asked, I looked at Loki who was looking at us.

"Da, mne nravitsya ego prisutstvie, on lyubit chitat zdes." (Yes, I enjoy his presence, he likes to read in here.) I said and looked back at the three.

"Sestra, vy uverens, chto on provodite zdes stolko vremeni, eto choroso?" (Sister, are you sure him spending that much time in here is good?) Pietro asked me, I looked at him confused.

"Ya soglasen, razveh on nay slishkom comforter?" (I agree, wouldn't he get too comfortable?) Wanda asked.

"Ya khochu, chtoby emu bylo comforte, Wanda, on seichas vie command, emu dolzno byt comforte, on teper moi partner." (I want him to be comfortable Wanda, he's on the team now, he should be comfortable, he's my partner now.) I said and Nat nodded.

"Ya nay mogu pomoch, noh soglasen s Y/N." (I can't help but agree with Y/N) Nat said and My siblings nodded, understandingly.

"Dress in this," Wanda said shoving the clothes in my arms and Wanda gripped my brother and dragged him out my door.

"What was that about?" Loki asked and I turned to look at him, I shook my head.

"Siblings being siblings."

"Romanoff isn't-"

"She is like my sister." I smiled and he nodded softly. "I'm going to shower, you can stay here if you liked," I grabbed my towels and my clothes, walking into my bathroom, pulled my sweater off and stripped, I turned on the water and looked at the open door, I walked over and pushed it shut only halfway, I knew Loki wouldn't come looking, and I always showered with my door open because of my paranoia. I stepped in and felt the waterfall atop my head. my shower was a waterfall shower and was rather large, something tony put in for when I overheat, and because he's gift Sabby, I looked up letting the water drip across my face, I sighed and did the normal wash before looking at the mirror across from the shower, I always looked at my body, like the scars and things now that looked like birthmarks, but created after birth, I touched my body and hummed, I never looked at her anymore, even when there were eyes on her all the time now, but there wasn't a long time ago, too malnourished, now my beautiful body that belonged to me, and not those monsters anymore, (Your body is beautiful no matter the size or shape) Wanda taught me how to see myself, even if I wasn't perfect I should see it the way I wanted too, somedays it was hard to love, some I loved it a bit too much. Wanda was the best sister a girl could have, always so loving and wanting to help, a piece of me I worried would be ripped away, just like Pietro, we almost lost him at the war of Ultron, but I used my healing to save his life, almost killing myself but I would do it again, I had never used my healing on anyone, but he was the perfect first attempt, and if I died, I didn't care, I still didn't, if I died for the ones I loved id be able to die peacefully. God, I think too much. I turned the shower off and stepped out, I dried my hair and did my makeup before changing, I then dressed and looked at myself, she outdid herself again, I walked out of the bathroom and saw Loki standing on my usually closed balcony, his arms were up to behind his head as he looked over New York, I walked to him quietly, feeling the chill of the air, I gently slipped my arms on his sides, I felt him flinch and he looked down at me, a smile passing his lips, he put his arm around my shoulders. "I'm surprised you're out here."