Control | Loki

Losing Control.

(Warning: Contains Mature Content)

Chapter Forty-Seven

It was around noon when we got the key for the cabin again. She was surprised I was back so soon, but I told her it was because it was just so lovely. She liked that a lot. I dropped my bags on the floor when the door closed behind us and I started to cry again. I couldn't control it, I had lost control of everything and now I couldn't control my tears.

"Sweetheart-" His voice swarmed me and I felt his arms around me, he pulled me close to him and held me as I cried. "It's gonna be okay, they'll see what they did wrong." He said and I nodded holding him. "I want you to know you do not have to choose me over your family-"

"I didn't because you are my family, and my real family are the ones who see that... I just hope they do soon." I looked up at him and he pecked my lips.

"Want me to run you a bath?" He asked and I smiled laughing a little. "Make you feel better." He leaned down to make me look at him and I nodded. He rubbed my shoulders. "Wait here for a moment my love," He stood up and left for the bathroom, I heard the water start and I rubbed my hands together. I felt him suddenly hoist me up from behind the couch, I gasped and he carried me into the bathroom, I sniffled as I was still emotional, and he put me down gently, and pushed my jacket off. I smiled at him and he wiped my tears from my face. "You get in the bath, I'll join you in a few minutes." He said and I nodded. He walked out and I stripped and got in the tub sighing feeling the warmth, now, the tub wasn't the tub in Asgard but it was still nice. I didn't know what he was doing but I was oddly quiet. I hummed and decided to lean back and relax for a moment.

I was thinking about everything, I hoped when they realized I was serious and that I wasn't fucking around, that they try and bring me back and apologize... I hope it will all be okay... I lay there for a little while... Spiralling in my thoughts, because all I could think about was the problems and everything happening, even though I was supposed to be relaxing. I thought about how... Maybe I was in the wrong... But no, that hurt even more because that would mean I was wrong about Loki. He asked his father- a man he feared for my hand and that showed everything.

I leaned over the tub and grabbed my phone seeking the absolute SPAM they were giving me. I didn't read any of the messages and silenced them all. I opened my music app and turned on some music. I laid back again and around three songs in I heard a knock. I looked up and saw him holding two cups, he put them down and began stripping, I watched and admired him, he was perfect. "I made you something my mother made for me when I was upset when I was a boy." He said and I furrowed my eyebrows. I scooted forward and he grabbed the cups before sinking behind me, he handed me one. I looked at it and it looked like hot chocolate.

"What is it?" I asked and he hummed.

"It's milk and cocoa, with a magical touch. As well as some other ingredients."

"So like Hot chocolate but Asgardian?" I asked and he hummed.

"I haven't had Midgard hot chocolate but it sounds like it." He said pulling his down on the side of the tub. "Try it, princess." He said and I took a sip, it was like the best cup of hot cocoa I've ever had. It was chocolatey and had this other taste that reminded me of salted caramel, but it was like the moment I drank it, my body relaxed and my sadness and frustration began to dull, or at least even out. His hands fell on my shoulders and began to rub and I sighed. I realized now he showed his love in acts of service all the time... I appreciated him so much and I couldn't imagine my life without him, and right now that's what they wanted...I took another drink and felt his hands rubbing and pressing points that felt so good, he rolled out knots that were there and after a moment I laid back against his chest, he had a drink of his drink and kissed my head, pushing my hair back. "Princess..." He muttered and I nodded. "What will happen if they don't change their mind like we think they will...?" He asked me cautiously. I hummed and looked up at him.