Don't Let Me Go (CURRENTLY EDITING)

Chapter 23

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Piper's POV

I awoke with a small gasp, I quickly took in my surroundings so it wasn't a dream I looked down to a sleep and quietly snoring Harry. I pushed his soft yet unkept curls away from his face and delivered a small kiss to his exposed cheek.

I pushed myself off the couch, and retrieved a blanket to cover him with. I saw how he reached for a pillow and held it to his chest tightly it seemed he was having a bad dream but I didn't think I should even bother waking him up.

I strolled to the patio and looked up at the moonlight streaming down. The city seemed to finally cease with its incessant noise. I took in the peace of the quietness.

A heavy sigh released its way from my lips as my eyes once again found the cream colored bright moon.

"Hey M-mom it's me, Pip."

Tears welled up in my eyes but I bit them back. I was going to do this, without crying.

"I don't know what to do, you see. As you may or may not have noticed I'm in a situation. I was so stupid to get in that taxi with him at the airport but yet so lucky that that he spoke to me. It's only been a few months and it's scary to admit to myself that I love him more than anything. Is this how it was suppose to be? Does it have have to feel this way? Be this hard?."

The cheap lawn chair wasn't ideal to release all my feelings in but it's all I had to work with.

I felt a soft hand caress my hair and I leaned into the touch. Finding it strangely fimilar and comforting. This only brought one a new wave of emotions I'd kept locked away for years hoping that somehow in their confinment they'd disappear. 

"I miss you so much mommy."

And with that statement I broke down silent waves of sobs hit me for around an hour. My cheeks were tight and my eyes puffy and red. I gazed to the side only to see my mother.

My mouth agape, "m-mom?" I pondered.

She only nodded and mouthed 'I love you' and disappeared into thin air.

I only cried harder at the sight of my late mom. The way her velvet hair never got dull her lively eyes shining with love. I could only hope I compared to her beauty.

"Babe..?" Rolled off Harrys tounge as he approached me. I wiped my eyes and peered up at him through my moist lashes.

He knelt down and pulled me into his arms.

"We're so fucked up Harry." I cried.

I didn't receive any response as he carried me into the bedroom. And laid me down and pulled me once again into his broad and toned chest.

I closed my eyes and hoped for a good dream.

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The smell of egg drifted to my nose as I tossed in the confining sheets. I squinted through my eye lids and winced at the streaming sunlight peaking through the blinds.

My hand grazed the warm yet empty spot where Harry should have been.

With a groan I rolled over and buried myself back into my pillow.

"Wake up sleeping beauty." His voice rung out over the serine quietness in the room.

The overwhelming scent of food once again filled my senses. My mouth began to water, and I reached my hands up and tried to grab the oncoming tray of love.

"Giveee ittt." I whined my eyes still tightly shut and body still submerged in the comforter and sheets.

I felt a kiss to my upper forehead followed by "I love you Pippy." He softly spoke the butterflies spawned once again and initialed their attack on my heart.

I finally opened my bright eyes and peered up at the magical man who had taken over my life.

With our interlocked stare filled with nothing but admiration and love I searched his pupils for anything worthy of alarm but found nothing but genuine love.

The light shone perfectly and illuminated all his greatest and jaw dropping feautures. I felt so damn luckly, he was mine, he made me forget my harsh experience with reality last night. He made me forget being played and he made me forget the world around me.

"I just figured you haven't eaten in a while and you know being my girl and all I just feel like some food will do you good. You know..." , trialed off clearly antisipating my rejection.

I only smiled at my lover and reached out and took the tray on food.

"Come and sit with me." I requested

He playfully place himself on my lap and took a bite of the buttered toast adorning the paper plate.

"Move." I pleaded.  My small arms failed at pushing him off me. I released a groan. He chuckled.

He bopped my nose, "Your cute." He whispered.

"Leave me in peace while I devour this meal boy."

And for the first time in a while he grabbed my jaw and kissed me.

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