Yellow || 2JIN

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3rd person's POV

Hyunjin step her foot inside Soojin's room and see the girl weakly lying on the hospital bed. She heave a sigh and went to the chair next to the bed and hold Soojin's hand.

"Hyun..." the girl weakly rasped out and Hyunjin smile at her.

"I'm just right here, Soo" Hyunjin whispers softly and caress Soojin's head.

"Why did you have a panic attack again? What were you thinking about?" Hyunjin asks

"I'm scared" Soojin said and tears starts to form at the corner of her eyes.

"Don't be, I'm here for you, your parents are here for you, your friends are here for you, we're here for you, right guys?" Hyunjin turn to the 6 girls sitting on the couch.

"Of course!"

"As if we will leave her side"

"You're stuck with us forever, Soojin-unnie"

"See? Don't cry, okay? Don't think about it too much it'll just make your situation worst" Hyunjin said and caress Soojin's hand.

"Thank you, Hyunjin and to you guys too" Soojin look at her friends and they started making fun of her.

She's laughing and Hyunjin smiled. She likes seeing Soojin happy, she wants her bestfriend to be happy.

Soojin then clutch her chest as her face contorted in pain. The girls look at her with panic expression.

"Shin Jiyoon call Mr and Mrs Lee quick!" Soeun said and the said girl dash out of Soojin's room to find the girl's parents.

They push the button to call a doctor and Soojin grip Hyunjin's hand tightly as she feel her heart clenching so much.

"Hey hey" Hyunjin calls softly

"Look at me, okay?" Soojin looks at her while her tears are flowing out of her eyes.

"It's gonna be alright, hmm? I'm just here" Hyunjin continue to make Soojin calm as they wait for a doctor to arrive. Soeun just watch them and a bitter smile appears on her face. She wants to be there for Soojin but she's not the one that Soojin needs coz it's Hyunjin, she's the one who Soojin needs the most.

"Is she okay now?" Soeun asked as Hyunjin walks towards her and sat beside her.

"Yeah" Hyunjin answered and sip her coffee. She rest her head against the wall behind her and the dark circles around her eyes shows up.

"You should get some sleep" Soeun said and pat the older's back.

"What do I do, Soeunnie?" Hyunjin asks and stare at the dull wall in front of them.

"Why does all of this have to happen?" Hyunjin burried her face on her palm and sigh.

"Why you didn't tell me earlier?" Hyunjin asked again and look at Soeun.

"Soojin doesn't want me to" Soeun answered honestly

"And we also thought that it would be cured immediately but it just got worse" she said and rest her back on the chair.

"I always accompany her to her check ups and there, you thought she was cheating on you but no there's nothing between us, just friends and it will stay like that"

"You like her don't you?" Hyunjin said and Soeun breaks into a sad smile.

"So much" she said, there's no point of denying it now.

"It hurts seeing her leaning on me, yeah?"

"Yeah" Soeun said and chuckles bitterly.

"It's on next week, Hyun...." Soeun said and look at Hyunjin.

"What's your decision?" she asked and the older girl can't answer that question.

"No one's forcing you, Hyunjin. It's really up to you..."

"But"

"Make sure that what you'll choose is the best option coz some people will get hurt once you make a decision. Either way someone's still gonna get hurt"