"Look at me," he began, his voice cracking in the process. "Look at me dammit!"
The tears had already spilled but fortunately, they weren't visible to him. Shaking uncontrollably, his arms were spread.
"Serre-moi dans tes bras très fort, à me fair...
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(WARNING: This chapter contains explicit content. please read at your own risk. TW: Abuse as well)
Namjoon sat down, and took a good look at the girl in front of him before slightly smiling. The newly dyed blonde was nervous about what conversation was about to happen but he had to.
"Thanks for coming to see me, Wheein."
She nodded, interlacing her fingers together and setting them on the table next to her hot chocolate.
"I'm guessing this is about Yoongi." Namjoon nodded in response.
"Can you tell me about him?"
Wheein raised a brow at his question. "He's your boyfriend, why are you asking me that?"
Namjoon sighed, his eyes glued to the table below him. He didn't want to sound weird but he truly thought this was the only way to really find out more about Min Yoongi.
"I feel like I don't know him. When he was going off at you that day, I have never seen that side of him before and it made me question how much I really know about him."
Wheein smiled, even though she was about to think back to her most painful memories. "Min Yoongi is...he's so many things. He's one of the most timid people I know. He's able to ease people's worries and calm them down. When you met him, I bet you thought his personality was simple yet interesting, which a lot of people think. Truthfully though, he's such an emotional person. He's someone that can bottle up his emotions easily especially in serious situations. However, betrayal is the one thing that breaks him down instantly. It's the one thing that he can't bottle up no matter how hard he tries and I did that to him. I betrayed him and right then and there, I saw it all for the first time. I saw him cry, I saw him beg, weep, sob hysterically over me. I hated it so bad to see him like that but at the same time, as bad as it sounds, he looked human,"
"When he loves, Namjoon, he loves so fucking hard. He'll do anything for love because that's the type of person he is deep down, he's a loving person who would give anyone he cares about the world. He did that for me, he gave me the whole world but I destroyed him because I couldn't handle being loved at the time."
Namjoon couldn't even put his hands up to form sign words. He was speechless. He remembered when Yoongi was telling him the story of Wheein, the tears he had shed, something he didn't get to see often but when he did, it made him sad. He couldn't help but wonder if he wanted Yoongi to be blank...if he never wanted to see him emotional.
"That doesn't excuse his behavior towards you, Wheein." Namjoon sighed but all the girl did was shake her head, her eyes watering up.
"Why are you taking my side?"
"I'm not...he didn't have to tell you to rot. He didn't have to say those harsh words to you. He has every right to be angry at you but he knows that you are sorry. He sees the guilt in you and he still chooses to be so harsh towards you. He doesn't have to forgive you but he could've just told you to leave him alone calmly. Calmly like he usually would."
