SERRE-MOI | taejin ✔️

flashback; seokjin

Seokjin's POV

At first, everything was perfect. 

Being with Taehyung gave me so much happiness, I never thought being with someone so young like him would make me feel so loved...but he did make me feel loved. 

He did. 

Then I saw something...that I didn't expect to see. Something that killed me, left a part of my body dead for a while. The scene was horrifying. 

A black haired man who was on the tanner side...was laying on the bed. He was just laying there, naked and lifeless. I was scared but I couldn't just stand there and watch him so I walked towards the open door. 

"Hey baby...ready for round two?" A deep voice came in and I halted immediately. 

What...what was happening?

I tried to get a good look at who the deep voice came from but I just couldn't see who was on top of him. 

I flinched when I heard the hard thrusts, the moans and grunts. I had thought that the boy was getting raped but he seemed to be just fine. It looked like he was enjoying it as he wrapped his arms around the boys neck. 

What was I even saying? Why was I still here?

I was already disgusted enough and ready to leave this...'get together' that my so called friends had invited me out to. I swear I shouldn't listen to Taehyung when he said I should go out to parties more. 

I turned to leave until...I heard something.

"Taehyung..."

"Taehyung please..."

"I need you...I need you."

My heart dropped at such a rapid speed at the whining...was I hearing right?

It couldn't be...No, Taehyung is too young to have sex. Taehyung wouldn't cheat on me so stop thinking that!

The deep voice though...it sounded like him. The boy was moaning out his name...who else could it be?

My heart shattered completely then. 

I wanted so bad to believe it wasn't him but it had to be...how could it not be? I couldn't believe he would do this to me...play me like that. 

I started imagining everything we did together the 5 months we had been dating...the way he smiled at me, looked at me. I mean, it seemed as if he liked me...was he just a really good actor?

Did he want to get me like that boy laying on the bed at that moment. Did he want to fuck me like that and then throw me away and search for his next prey?

It all made sense...too much sense. 

"Jinnie hyung!" Taehyung greeted as he ran down the sidewalk to me. Once his arms were wrapped around me, I froze. I didn't want to hug him, at that moment I didn't want anything to do with him.

But I was disgusted...with him and everything about him and I just wanted to get this over with.

"Hyungie, it's 4 am. Why are we out here? Did you miss me that much?" He giggled before hugging me tighter and at this point, I couldn't do it anymore. My vision was blurring up, I felt as if there was a knot stuck in my throat and my heart...it was hurting so much. 

With much force, I pushed him off of me. Hard enough to have him stumbling back and almost losing his balance. He looked at me in confusion and shock.

"W-why did you do that?" 

"You..." Then it happened, the tears I had been forcing to keep in couldn't stay in anymore. "You played me."

Taehyung raised a brow, as if he didn't know what he did. "Play you? I didn't-"

"Stop lying! Was I a joke? Was I a joke to you this whole entire fucking time?" I yelled, causing him to flinch but step closer to me. 

"Jinnie...I don't know what you're talking about. Please...calm down and talk to me. Tell me what happened." He asked me softly. He seemed calm and that made me more angrier, more hysterical. 

I pushed his hands away. "I saw you...I heard you at that get together a few days ago. I saw you...fucking him and he was moaning your name like he liked that shit!"

Taehyung's eyes widened. Look at him, all guilty and shit. "What are you saying right now? I would...I would never! Hyung, I-"

"You're disgusting," I spat. "Everything about you is disgusting. I can't believe you, even at this age, why are you having sex? Were you going to do that to me? Fuck me like that and just leave? Is that who you are?"

The younger was now crying in front of me, all those fake tears spilling to his cheeks. "H-hyung, you're scaring me." 

You scared me first, Kim Taehyung. You scared me and took everything good out of me. 

Then I saw it...the Saturn necklace that laid on his chest so prettily. He didn't deserve it, he didn't deserve that shit. 

I stomped towards him but he stepped back, already knowing what I was coming for. 

"Hyung, no! Don't please...can you just let me speak?" He cried out, pushing my hand away but he was too slow. I got a hold of the necklace and ripped it off of him. 

It was hard to hear...his sobs and his wails after what I did that but I remembered what he did to me. He was just faking, he didn't care. I bet that necklace had been useless to him. 

"I'm done with you, Kim Taehyung. For cheating on me and playing me like a fool."

Taehyung, who had been on his knees at this point was looking at me with sad eyes, like he had nothing to say to me.

I looked down at the necklace that was in my clenched fist. Slowly unclenching it, I saw the planet that I thought was the most beautiful. It made the tears come down even more. 

Staring at the necklace, I muttered loud enough for him to hear. "You'll always be bold and intimidating on the outside...but on the inside you sure can surprise people." With that, I dropped the necklace and walked away, crying my heart and soul out. 

After that, after everything...Kim Taehyung would still continue to have an impact on me. 

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*sips tea* yummy...

anywho, this is the last flashback for this part! probably won't be anymore flashback chapters like this because well...their past has already been told.

you're probably very angry at kim seokjin atm for overthinking and breaking 13 yr old tae's heart. 

you're also very angry at 13 yr old tae for doing whatever he did with that kid...

BUT...it'll all be mentioned and the truth will be told in some of chapter 19 and majority of 20 so stay tuned...trust me, all of your questions and confusion will be answered then! ;)

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