"Look at me," he began, his voice cracking in the process. "Look at me dammit!"
The tears had already spilled but fortunately, they weren't visible to him. Shaking uncontrollably, his arms were spread.
"Serre-moi dans tes bras très fort, à me fair...
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(A/N: they could literally be models in real life too tf)
(TW: Mentions of suicide)
Hoseok barged into his apartment, heaving for air. Immediately after, his legs gave out and he fell to the ground.
He felt weak.
He wanted to just crumble away and disappear without any word. He felt like doing that.
"Fuck!" He screamed as he clenched his fists in frustration. He was stupid, stupid to believe that Jeon Jungkook actually liked him. He had tried to tell him so many times that he didn't like him and he just couldn't believe it.
Though Jungkook was telling the truth. He really didn't like him and only saw him as a friend. What happened in the alley really meant nothing to him.
Hoseok felt stupid.
Jungkook felt stupid.
As his lips were moving against the girl in front of him, the only thing that had been on his mind was Jung Hoseok.
He wanted to see him.
He had tried to fight the denial so badly, he felt too guilty for even liking Hoseok again but he did and he couldn't get rid of the feelings no matter how hard he tried.
This was so wrong.
His mind went back to the night of the accident, the night in the alleyway.
It meant everything to him and truth was, he had never regretted it. He kept his word.
He liked Jung Hoseok so much so why was he kissing someone that wasn't him?
He placed his hands on Rosé's shoulder and pushed her back.
"What's wrong?" She asked, a confused expression on her face.
Jungkook looked scared and indeed he was. He had made a big mistake letting that kiss happen. He watched Rosé and still the only thing on his mind was Jung Hoseok.
"I'm in love with someone and...and I shouldn't be kissing you."
I never regretted it, hyung.
Jungkook really regretted it.
Hoseok had came to that conclusion while throwing all his clothes in the suitcase in front of him. He didn't know where exactly he was going to go but he'd figure it out.
