"Look at me," he began, his voice cracking in the process. "Look at me dammit!"
The tears had already spilled but fortunately, they weren't visible to him. Shaking uncontrollably, his arms were spread.
"Serre-moi dans tes bras très fort, à me fair...
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"I used to see the whole galaxy in those eyes of yours but now your dark, lost eyes compel me to bring the light back into them." - Kim Taehyung
another emotional chapter, bring out some tissues. 🤧 TW: Mentions of suicide and self harm.
Seokjin groaned, trudging his way towards the door. He had wondered, who in the hell was knocking on his door at almost 4 in the morning?
"Fuck, I'm coming!" he screamed in annoyance as the knocking continue. Once his hand made its way to the doorknob, he furiously pulled the door open to reveal Kim Taehyung.
He didn't even have the time to ponder why the younger was in tears because immediately he had grabbed his arm, pulling the sleeves to reveal a sight that broke the younger.
Taehyung choked a sob, staring at the scars that were just in the beginning of the healing process. Seokjin on the other hand...was speechless. His heart practically dropped down to his ass in utter fear.
"Why...how could you?" Taehyung sobbed, looking into his hyung's eyes to find some type of answer in them.
"Tae please...come in and calm down, " He calmly suggested as he gently pulled the younger inside. At the same time, he tried to pull down his sleeve.
"Don't, " Jin paused, "Don't pull it down." The elder nodded slowly as he led Taehyung on the couch.
"I won't turn on the lights..." Seokjin began nervously, "I don't want you to see it normally, I'd rather you see it in the dark because that's where those memories lie now...in the dark and in the past."
"Bring them back into light...for just a second. I have to know hyung...I have to know everything." He stated, dropping the same wrinkled papers he found on Seokjin's coffee table just a few days ago.
The elder sighed, realizing what was happening. He looked into the younger's eyes. "Taehyung...I was in a dark place–"
"You could've got help! Yoongi hyung was there, Namjoon hyung too! I can't imagine how you were feeling but...did it really resort to this?"
Seokjin sighed, "You don't understand...if you had died, I don't think I could have lived with myself. Knowing that you were dead and not even a minute before, I was spitting out awful, horrendous words to you when it was all just a misunderstanding. I couldn't even get up out of bed knowing that I could've prevented your brother from being raped, everything that happened didn't have to happen if I wasn't so fucking stupid."
"So I tried to end my life...and all the reasons why are on those suicide notes. I'm sorry, Taehyung but it's still so hard sometimes to be around you because I feel so guilty for what I did to you."
Taehyung grabbed his hyung's hands and stared into his eyes, noticing a major difference.
"I used to see the whole galaxy in those eyes of yours but now your dark, lost eyes compel me to bring the light back into them, " Taehyung told him with such confidence laced into his voice. He came to realization that his determination was back.
