"Look at me," he began, his voice cracking in the process. "Look at me dammit!"
The tears had already spilled but fortunately, they weren't visible to him. Shaking uncontrollably, his arms were spread.
"Serre-moi dans tes bras très fort, à me fair...
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Hoseok had been hidden behind a tree, surrounded by dozens of graves but the only one he could see was Park Jimin's and the one person he was dying to talk to was sitting in front of it, talking to the grave.
See, he wasn't expecting to see Jungkook at all. He had came to also spill all his troubles to his dead friend but the younger had beat him to it.
The first thought that entered his head when seeing him was...
He looks so said and it pains me.
"I...I need your help, hyung. I-I don't know what to do and It's killing me so much, I can't even function right around anyone. I was supposed to fly to France for Taehyung and I wanted to but I c-couldn't leave knowing that Hoseok is still out there. I don't know where he is but I know he's here in Korea."
Hoseok clutched his shirt and bought his knuckle to his mouth, forcing himself not to lunge at the younger and make him feel better. Jungkook had been full blown crying at that point. Watching him try not to break down was making him break down himself.
He didn't know why Jungkook was even saying those things, it wasn't like he meant anything to him. Jungkook regretted everything that happened and that kiss he shared with the woman at the bar proved it.
He shouldn't have had any hope but deep down Hoseok did.
"...He promised me not even days before that he wouldn't leave but he did and it's so unlike him to do that. He doesn't break promises but he broke mine and now I think he's in serious trouble. I'm scared, Jimin. What if I never see him again? What if I never get to tell him how I truly feel? How much I really love him.."
Hoseok froze, dropping his knuckle from his mouth. He felt his stomach drop at the words that entered his ears. He felt like he didn't hear that right, he was in complete denial of everything that had exit Jungkook's lips.
It couldn't be...it's not true. You're lying.
He watched the younger become frustrated before he spoke once more, "Yes, Jimin. I love him. I love him a lot and I'm so stupid to not realize before. I'm really hoping I'm not too late."
"He...he loves me?" Hoseok whispered to himself, in absolute disbelief. It was what he wanted to hear all along but he wanted Jungkook to say those words to him for the first time, to stand in front of him with those doe like eyes of him and say it like he meant it.
Hoseok began to realize how much of a mistake it was to up and leave. He should've been more patient, that was Jung Hoseok after all.
He pressed his wet face against the tree and silently cried.
" ...Should I just move on with my life or...or just wait for him to come back? I'd never let him go if he came back to me. I love him too much for th-"
