Desire

Kind Of Surreal

wake up at 8am with a hot, super soft nacked body next, or kind of on me. It has never felt this warm to wake up next to a woman and I can't help but smile searching for her face.

I put a strain behind her ear watching her soft face features with nothing but adoration for her. This is so surreal. Not only because of the age gap, but also because she was married for so long before and is still open to try and make this work.

I slowly get up putting on an oversized t shirt. I place one on the chair next to the bed for Cate since I did not see her carrying a bag last night.

I decide to make some oven croissants I bought in the supermarket and a fruit salad.

As I'm cutting the bananas, the last ingredient, I see Cate in the corner of my eye. She looks a little out of place so I turn to her.

"good morning" she says with sleepyness written all over her face. How cute.

"good morning gorgeous looking" I wink at her and she blushes. I lean against the kitchen counter and ad "well come here and give me a kiss baby" she looks so dazzled and unsure I could just die of cuteness.

She comes closer and bites her lip so I wrap my arms around her waist and she automatically puts hers around my neck and I give her a quick peck.

"how did you sleep baby?" I ask giving her another peck and owning a grin.

"I slept very well." she pauses "this is so surreal. It's like it has always been like this. Just seeing one another, sleeping over, waking up in your bed and seeing you in the kitchen making Breakfast."

I love that she feels this way. "well don't forget about the sex part cause next to all those things it's my favorite" I joke.
"but honestly I'm happy you feel this way. And that you're comfortable with me." I smile. "and by the way can we take a moment and talk about how sexy you look in my shirt" I put her back a little and watch her up and down.

For real, I mean those legs ughhh and the shirt ends just at the right length if you know what I mean.

She chuckles at my comment and I own a little slap and "shut up".

I love this moment. I wanna keep it in my mind forever just like our first date. I could get used to this and I would never grow bored of it.

"I could get used to this" I say under my breath lost in my thoughts and it's when she says "what?" that I get drawn back.

"I could get used to having you with me all the time. This feels soo natural" I smile.

We eventually ate breakfast talking about everything and nothing. Laughing, giggling, winking and touching.

"so what are you gonna tell Dashiell? Or what did you tell him?" I ask slowly not to break our moment completely.

"well you know... I haven't told him much but I'm old enough to do what I want and he's old enough not to ask I think"

"yeah but don't you think he's gonna ask at who's place you stayed and if he will meet this new boyfriend...?"

"well there is no boyfriend so" she chuckles.

"Cate you know what I mean." I look at her seriously.

"I know" she grabs my hand gently.

At some point she had to leave and told me something about telling Dashiell she slept with a woman just to get him informed that she likes women so if one day we tell him we're a couple it wouldn't be to hard on him.

These hours with Cate wer so relaxing and enjoyable and energy boosting. I felt amazing... Even though I still had class ugh.