Pistanthrophobia

should I have seen that?

Saire POV

The tension in the house is horrible. Me and Kaiden avoid each other as much as possible. I wanted to come home to my men, hang out with my men, have sex with my men, eat with my men, and cuddle with my men. I've purposefully been stealing all the attention away from kaiden.

Call me a bitch but I don't trust him. Right now we're all sitting in the living room in awkward and tense silence. They want me and Kiaden to speak to each other...and I thought I was stubborn.

"Kaiden just fucking talk" The were all getting impatient

"You to Saire your both being childish"

Stop being so childish and get in the fucking car

N-no

Get i-

His....voice abruptly stopped when I heard Justin curse under his breath. I looked towards him confused before I heard a hiss to my right. When I looked over Kaiden was twisting Reese's arm. I shot up to stop him, but Jay grabbed me and sat me back down. I was pissed, but than I saw it...he wasn't their.

"Dammit he slipped again" Gabriel said

slipped?

"I knew we shouldn't have forced this onto him" Ryan sighed

"W-what's going o-on?" I asked

It got silent and the tension continued to grow. Reese got out of the arm twist and Kaiden was now struggling against him. I thought we were good until Kaiden elbowed Reese in his side, making Reese huch over. Micheal Jumped up, but too late Kaiden's hand was already on the door knob. Before He shut the door behind him we made eye contact, and he looked...apologetic

"What the fuck just happened!?" Justin didn't even correct my cussing he just sighed.

"W-we couldn't tell you even if we wanted to...it involves his background story"

I sighed understanding knowing I couldn't be mad. If they were to tell kaiden my background story behind my back, and without my permission. I would be pissed, but hurt

"Where...is he-"

Reese stood up and walked out the living room looking pissed.

"We don't know" Ryan told me before following Reese

I still sat confused, my thoughts wandering, but they didn't get too far since Jackson asked me to help him cook. How they trust Jackson around a fire blows me

Time skip////

I was in Jay's bedroom cuddling with him. Jackson and Ryan were with Micheal in his room while Reese, Gabriel, and Justin waited for kaiden. I heard the door shut downstairs and Jay tensed behind me. I really wanted to know what was going on with Kaiden, but I couldn't ask them or him.

Why do I care?

A door next to Jay's room opened and closed. I guess knowing that Kaiden was self finally let Jay fall asleep, so I did to...

They really care about him

Earlier//// kaiden POV

I got pushed further and further and further away from everything. I didn't fight it, I just let it happen. It's been a while since I slipped might as well let it go before it becomes too big. I absolutely hated that I did it in front of saire, annoyed that he might judge me even more than he was doing before.

I faintly felt and saw Reese grab my hand and heard someone curse under their breath. my body was once again moving, it's taking my mind with it. Reese wouldn't let go and I remember hearing him hiss

Im sorry

he grabbed me before I could walk away and I elbowed him in his side before walking towards the door. I remember making eye contact with a very confused red head before shutting the door behind me

I miss my dad