Pistanthrophobia

funeral&friends

Saire’s POV

I went to his funeral...I don’t know why. I hated no hate him. He ruined my life, but yet I wanted to make an appearance. Kaiden, and Ryan came with me. No one was really there, his mother, and a few cousins. Whom I’ve all met. They only saw the ‘good’ side of our relationship, so when he got locked up for the things he did to me.

They did not believe a single thing, and said I was lying. I got harassed by his family for a few months, them mentally bringing me down more than I already was. They said I lied, and was doing it for attention. That he loved me, why would I do that to him.

I never responded to them. Their messages hurt, and it bothered me that they didn’t believe me, but deep down I knew it was all bullshit. After a while they did stop, and this will be the first time I’m seeing any of them for years. His mother spotted me first, and her facial expression was pure disgust. 

I was on the other side of the church with Kaiden, and Ryan, the side which was completely empty whilst everyone else was together. She whispered a few things to the family around her, and it went around like dominoes.

Slowly everyone's heads turned to me. Amongst those facts were, Sympathy of those who actually believed me. But disgust, and hatred for those who wanted me dead as though it was my fault their psychotic family member got locked up. 

I felt my body tense from the unwanted attention. I felt a heavy arm wrap around my shoulder and looked into the reassuring eyes of kaiden black telling me it was okay. From the corner of my eye I could see Ryan leaning against his body just as tense as mine with Kaiden's arm wrapped around him.

Kaiden places a kiss on Ryan, and mines forehead before turning his attention to the priest. I reached across kaiden’s lap and found Ryan’s hand to reassure both me and myself that it was going to be okay. Not because we were sad about that bitches death, but because of the very angry family across the room. 

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 Ryan’s pov

When the end of the funeral came I was relieved. Not only cause I didn’t like the bitch, but the glares coming from across the church weren’t exactly comforting. We got up with Kaiden having an arm over both of us. We came face to face with Sam’s mom who’s attention was set on saire. 

She had tears in her eyes, but anger was very clear

“My son fucking loved you! He would have died for you selfish bitch! How could you lie about him doing such cruel things to the man he loved” she sobbed

“Your an unworthy little shit who just wanted fucking attention, I can’t believe he wasted his beautiful love on you.”

Some family members were shaking their head at the mother in the background obviously believing saire. You could see the pain, and hurt in his eyes from a mile away. The sight isn’t pretty

I don’t know how I did it, but at the same time Kaiden stepped back with me, and saire I moved in front of them to catch the bitches slap aimed for saire’s face.

“Don’t fucking touch him. I don’t give a flying fuck how much you loved your son. I know damn well you see the hurt, and truth in his eyes.” I started with tears forming “your son put him through so much shit, and it hurts him to the max that you didn’t believe him...someone who already went through hella trauma. Your son deserved every last thing that happened to him whether it was in or out of jail.”

Kaiden pulled me back by my shirt back into his arms. That was my cue to shut up. 

“You bit-”

“Auntie just stop..you know he’s right” someone sighed

I think Saire decided not to be there for that conversation since he dragged us out.

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Saire’s POV

I did not expect to see the people we did when we got back from the funeral…

It was my old friends

Tommy, Saralise, Tyson, Akira, and mitchie. I stared at them with wide eyes not expecting to see them after so long. 

Mitchie had bold light grey eyes, freckles, and shoulder length ginger hair. Akira was Asian with beautiful dark brown slanted eyes,long lashes, and long dark brown hair. Tyson was mixed, hazel eyes, curly hair, and a slight chubby body with muscles. Saralise was our typical blonde with blue eyes, but tall at 5’8. Tommy was the next twink of the group besides me. White, light brown hair, dark hazel eyes, and skinny.

They look the exact same...just older

“SAIRE” Saralise gasped “OH MY GOD YOU LOOK AMAZING!!”

She ran up to me and hugged me so tight I seen the light

“C-can’t b-reathe” 

“OH SORRY!” she squeaked 

I smiled at her and pulled her in for another hug which she instantly accepted. 

“Reddie long time no see” Tyson said

Reddie was the nickname he always called me since I was a redhead...and Jeez if that didn’t cause memories I don’t know what would. He walked towards me picking me up and twirling me around.

“I missed you”

I smiled “missed you too”

“Bestieeee god It’s been so long look at how much you’ve grown”  

I looked towards Akira who had the biggest sad smile I’ve ever seen

“How come you never contacted us…” she whispered

I knew that question was something Tyson wanted to ask, but if he did he would lose his temper. 

“I-I’m sorry”

I was honestly so ashamed of being too scared to see my friends again after what happened with sam

“Hellooo fellow red head”

I laughed “hey mitchie” 

“Missed you shorty”

“Missed you to”

Why did I think they would Judge me? For god’s sake they were my best friends. I made eye contact with Tommy and he instantly came over to hug me with tears in his eyes. Being the twinks of the group with everyone protecting us made us closer than ever. I feel like shit… 

He didn’t say anything, and just hugged me.

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Author's note: Since this book is going to end soon I thought it was a good idea to finally see his friends.