saire's POV
Flashback
“P-p-please sammie...b-baby stop”
He pushed my head back under the water, and I struggled against him trying to make him loosen his grip on my hair.
“S-sam” I cried out
“WHY THE FUCK DID YOU TRY TO LEAVE BITCH”
God I’ve never made him this angry…
“I’m s-sorry...please” I begged
He shoved my head back under the water, harder this time making me hit my head at the bottom of the sink. He yanked me back out and I looked at the water that was slightly turning pink. I reached my shaky hand up and touched my head feeling liquid. I felt his stare against my head but kept my eyes on the water
“I don’t think you’ve had enough”
“W-WAIT PLEASE OKAY BABY I'M SORRY I PROMISE I WON”T DO IT AGAIN”
I-I just have to play his game...r-right?
“You promise” he asked...gaze softening
“Yes baby…” I sighed
He smiled and I relaxed before-- “NOT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH SAIRE”
I tensed again before he pushed my head back under longer than usual...I started kicking my legs up trying to kick him away from me. I tried flailing my arms, but he just held them down
Shit I can’t breathe
My movements became slow and my will to escape subsided...maybe I want to die. My lungs burned from not getting enough air. I felt my heartbeat slow and my eyes closed. The last thing I saw was red water from the blood still leaking from my head.
Everything felt airy...I was there but I wasn’t. I didn’t feel water surrounding me anymore. I felt cold air nipping at my skin. I felt myself being laid against something and heard sobs in the distance from wherever I was. Something pressed against my lips sending air into my lungs before pressing against my chest
1
2
3
Air
Repeat
My eyes flew open and I coughed up water...before remembering.
“Oh baby...baby I’m so fucking sorry! I didn’t mean it, I promise I was just mad.”
Sam...the person I thought I loved looked at me with watery eyes and tears streaming down his pale face. The person who almost killed me now begging for my forgiveness
“I was just punishing you for trying to leave me okay….you know better? Don’t you?”
I stared into his eyes before slowly nodding my head
Just play his game...right?
Flashback over
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“Guys I’m fine I swear” Jay sighed
“Says the one with a sprained ankle and broken arms” Reese said
We were all in the living room surrounding Jace since the morning he wanted to be a klutz and fell down the stairs. Gabriel caught him at the bottom before he hit his head which would have been fatal, but he still hurt himself.
“Aw come on Jay don’t act like you weren’t just crying” Justin said
“Of course I was fucking crying I broke my damn arm the shit is painful! I’m saying I’m okay now and don’t need to be smothered”
Currently Ryan and Jackson were cuddled into his sides while micheal fed him since he broke his dominant arm. I saw what he meant...but still
Jay continued to fight with everyone something about privacy..and a break. In this house? Please. I don’t even remember the last time someone got to sleep alone. I wasn’t really listening to the argument. I was more focused on kaiden staring at me. It got annoying after a while, so I scrunched up my face at him before rolling my eyes.
He blinked a few times before raising an eyebrow
Oh shit--
I tried to focus back on the ridiculous argument still happening instead of kaidens gaze, but I couldn’t.
“You know what? I’m gonna go to the bathroom”
No one really paid attention to me since they were so focused on the argument, so I just slipped away. I thought I could close the bathroom door before Kaiden got to it, but instead said hey to kaidens foot.
He gently pushed the door open and came in before closing it behind him.
“So we’re rolling eyes now kitten?” he leaned against the sink
“I wasn’t rolling my eyes at you kaiden” I lied
“Oh? Was there someone behind me that I missed or-”
“Yup” I said interrupting him
He smirked before saying
“Oh by the way….it’s daddy to you. Not kaiden” he opened the door and looked back “kitten” he closed the door, but not before winking leaving me a blushing confused mess
“D-daddy?” I whispered
And felt this weird feeling when I did so
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Authors note: sorry once again for my slight absence I've been reading and bingeing anime so Much I didn't feel like writing. whos from perdoname?
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