First And The Last One

Chapter 12

Aditya's Pov

I sighed. I miss her a lot, everyday without seeing her beautiful face makes my day worse.

It's been 2 weeks since I last met her,
daliy I used to call her at end of the day just to hear her angelic voice,  but she always quickly end the call so that I can rest.

She know me very well, just one word from my mouth and she can tell that I'm tired or not.

She cares for me a lot.

I'm glad that I have her in my life.

I'm in headquarters right now sitting in the cafeteria for lunch.

Looking at the lunch I remembered how that day she scolded me on phone for not having meal on time.

I didn't feel bad about it instead I enjoyed her scolding.

It was the first time when she scolded me. I smiled at the memory.

I kept my head down for a moment.

"What happened? tired?" Dev asked while taking a sit beside me

"Nothing, Just thinking about something." I said while sitting straight

"And that something is related to Anahita. I'm a right?" he said

"Yeah" I said, then I realised what he said, I looked at him with wide eyes

"Don't look at me like that, I know very well that you have feelings for Anahita" he said while taking a bite from his sandwich

"How do you know that I have feelings her?" I asked curiously

"It's very simple see, I saw care and emotions in your eyes whenever you look at her. You're always happy around her and I also know that you don't get time to meet her because of work and that's the reason why your mood is always off." he explained

The reality is what he said is totally true.

"Then what should I do now?" I asked him confused at my situation.

"Why don't you confess your feelings to her?" he said

"I'm afraid, what if she is not ready for the next step? what if she doesn't feel the same for me?" I said.

I don't know how will she react when I tell my feelings to her that's the reason I'm scared to tell her about my feelings.

"Listen dude, Risk hai toh Life hai, you should take this risk for your own." he said

"But I'm scared, what if she breaks our only relation because of my confession?" I said trying to explain him about my condition.

"I can understand your insecurity, You know what, your mind is filled with negative thoughts. Think positive, what if she accepts your feelings? what if she feels the same for you? I think you forgot to think about her feelings too." he said clearing my thoughts.

Actually he is right I didn't thought about her feelings, I was being selfish for the whole time.

What if she likes me too?

I've to take this risk for my own and I'm ready for it.

"Whatever you're thinking make sure to confess her before going to Bangalore's mission, because I don't think you'll get time after coming back from that mission." he said.

I nodded my head, coming Monday we have to go Bangalore for a mission which will take almost two weeks.

And the coincidence is tomorrow is her birthday and I've to make it special.

I'm upset about the thought that next day after confessing my feelings to her I'll be not there with her.

I hope I could get some time to spend with her.

Putting all these thoughts aside.

I started planning for her birthday with Dev he said he'll help me in this.

I decided to take the risk, I'll confess my feelings to her on her birthday.

After deciding everything we got back to our cabin.

Before continuing my work I called her to inform her about my coming tomorrow to her place she got excited too.

I'm nervous about the confession but I'll handle it in my way.

I'm just waiting for tomorrow to come fast.

At 10 pm at night I reached my home from work.

On the way to home I bought a cake and a bookey of white roses which she loves the most.

Yeak you're thinking right.

I'm going to wish her at 12 in night. It's going to be so amazing.

She told once that she always forget about her birthday herself and I'm 100% sure she must have forgotten this time too.

I'm gonna wish her the first.

She'll be happy.

No one has ever did something for her but I'll be the first for her in everything.

She deserves much better than this, I'm just doing what I can do

She is the first person whom I've liked this much and I'm ready to spend the rest of my life with her.

But I've to take baby steps otherwise she'll get scared of my feelings.

At 11:30 pm I left from home to wish her birthday...

I'm coming Anu...