Its My Turn to Cry

Chapter 50: Great Pretend

JENNY:

"You just did the right thing bestie. But I understand why he acted that way. It's not that easy for him to accept the truth that you hide it from him. After all, he did everything to fight for you and have you back." Yura said occasionally patting my back as I cry in her arms.

After the confessing incident, Sehun run away without saying a word or even letting me explain. He just left me there crying in pain realizing that I still love him, that its really him whom my heart wants all the entire time.

"You're saying noona? God! He deserve to be treated like that! After all he did to Jenny? Huh! The nerve?! What an as*h*le!" Chanyeol butt in.

"Yah! Don't be rude, you giant freak!" Yura retorted and he just roll his eyes in response, slumping himself on my bed beside me and play on his phone.

Yura get up and transfer on the other side of the bed, sighing heavily as she get to sit beside me. "Everyone demands and explanation bestie, all of us, especially him because he is your husband..and he loves you. Even Luhan needs it, if ever he manage to live-"

"I know, I know unnie.." I cut her words as I feel the tenderness of pain that slowly stabs me from the inside.

Regret flooded my entirety and I feel really worse. I didn't just lied to Sehun, but also to Luhan. For God's sake, I lied to the two person whom are really important to me.

I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm going to get insane in any minute thinking of it and that made me call these persons whose giving up some advice, but seems like it worsen the case since they always brought up the lying thingy and especially the death of Luhan whom I'm grieving for the entire time.

If you were to ask me about how I feel about it, about his death? Well, I can say it hurts. It badly hurts like hell, like I want to die along with him for all this pains I'm in right now, and so, I really miss him!

For the year I get to be with him, I can feel my heart have fallen for him already, and that is one reason why I grieve so badly. Anyone won't be as tough as stone not to fall for him since he's too kind, too sweet, too caring and everything.

Luhan, I can say he is an epitome of a perfect husband. For a year I get to spend with him, he treated me nicely, like his real wife. I can feel the love on it and I know its what they call a genuine love.

I know everyone are asking why, and what is really going on here. Though really, some might as well wonder if these are all just a scene or what. And like these friends in front of me, they were also asking the same the entire time since this is the very first time I get to meet them after a year of absence. And so, to answer those questions I'll tell you how and why.

Frankly speaking, I really lost my memory. I really had an accident which brought me to temporary, but badly amnesia which last for a year.

If you're asking how I got my memory back? Then I don't know? All I remember is that I got that weird dream every night after seing Sehun on that busy street and when he confronts me.

Well, the last dream which I had whom I'm really confused is that scene were I've last seen him with Soo Jung, and unfortunately that day where I got into an accident.

Actually that seem like a nightmare but when a great headache attack hit me, that brought me into a confusing thought and vivid memories that's flashing my mind all the entire time, and that continues the next succeeding days which all seems a great surprise to me.

FLASHBACK...

October 11, 9:00 AM

"Jenny..I'm your husband, Sehun.."