Its My Turn to Cry

Chapter 10: Just For Fun Love Affair

SEHUN:

"Sehun, let's talk outside." his brother said and gestured him to follow. He stood up and followed his hyung. They settled themselves on the rocking bench outside the garden.

The temperature drops every minute and staying outside would be unsafe but he like it since it tend to ease the tension he feels inside.

Silence enveloped them, no one dares to speak first till the older one takes the courage to spill the worries he feels inside.

"Sehuna~ will you quit on the deal?" Seo Hyun asked and face his younger sibling.

He sighed and drop his head. He doesn't know what to answer on his brother's question, a question that tend to bother him all this time.

"Hyung, I don't know. I can't marry her. You know she's been special to me back then but my feelings vanished the moment she ended our relationship. And you know how much I love Soo Jung right?" he stated.

"You still love her? That girl who broke your heart? Who ruined your career? Aish! Sehuna!" he said then attempt to smack his brother's head but stopped.

"Hyung. I want to forget her and the pain I bear for years. I don't want to marry any girl since it would always reminds me of Soo Jung. I don't think I can trust anyone since I knew all girls are same." he stated. The elder stood and face him.

"Not all girls are the same Sehun. I was you five years ago. I marry a woman that I don't love. I thought I won't love her like what I used to when I first met her, but as days, weeks, months and years passed. I realized I pick the right choice. It's better to choose the person who loves you most rather than the one you thought you really love. After all, love is like a lesson, you'll learn to love her soon so better give it a try." his brother explained then smile and pats his shoulder.

"I guess you have a point hyung. But the thing is..I don't really like her, and I don't think I can. Maybe she doesn't remember it all but what she does a couple of years ago is the most unforgettable thing that happens to me." he said bitterly while curling his fists.

"Let her remember those if she tends to forget. Jenny is a good girl, I don't think she can do that? She's your best friend after all." his hyung said in a matter of fact.

"No need to do that. I'll just show her how it looks like to be a dumb. I think its gonna be fun!" he said then smirks.

"Don't you dare Sehuna~" the elder warned.

"I didn't say anything hyung. I think I made my decision now. Let's get inside." he said then turned on his heels but halted when his hyung suddenly grabs him on his shoulder.

"Sehun-ah! Don't-"

"Oh! Sehun, Seo Hyun! Lets get inside, your mom and grandma are looking for you two. Hurry." their father called out and gestured them to get in.

He give his hyung a look and followed. The elder felt uneasy but he hope that whatever his dongsaeng's decision may be, it won't hurt Jenny in the end.

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JENNY:

"Grandma! This is-"

"I will marry her even if she won't agree with the plan." he added and give me a look which I didn't get.

"What do you think you are doing Sehun!" I hissed enough for him to hear while eyeing the elders who's seriously gaping at us.

"I'll marry you, does it sounds clear? I never thought you would be that dumb to understand a simple statement." he answered cooly as if he knows what he's doing. Is he insane? Is he playing pranks against me?

"Oh! That's a relief my son. I thought you wouldn't agree with it. Thank you Sehun. Now I can rest peacefully knowing that our father's wish will be truly granted." Soo Hee grandma sighed in relief.

"Aigoo~ don't say that Soo Hee-yah~ We have to hold on till we see our grand childrens from them. I bet they were beautiful and handsome just like their mom and dad isn't it?" my grandma added.

"Aish..Eottokkhae!?" I cursed under my breath as I send him my deathly glares.

This guy really! Whatever game he's into, I won't let him win!

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"Jenny-ah~ prepare your self for the wedding. Mom and I will prepare every details so you don't have to worry. Your mom and grandma will help us too, right Hana?" aunt Suzy said and my mother nodded in agreement.

Wow! They look more excited that me? Oh my god! Kill me now! I know I love him but I'm not yet ready for the marriage.

"Aigoo~ Jenny-ah~ I can't wait to have you as my daughter-in-law!" aunt Suzy giggled. I smiled awkwardy then face this man beside me who just rolled his eyes upon hearing those words from his mom.

"We'll be going mother. I think everything is settled now so we don't have to worry. Jenny's dad and I will be handling the responsibilities for other details especially for the groom and the girls will be for the bride." uncle Sung Min explained.

"That's good son! I can't wait for the ceremony to take over!" Soo Hee grandma said giddily.

"Well then, thanks for the dinner Hye Seong-ah~ Hana, and to you too my little princess. Don't stress your self. You must look prettiest on the wedding day, arraseo?" Soo Hee grandma said then pull me into a hug.

We all walked them to the gate till they drove off but this guy were left behind. I don't know what he wants. I guess he's regretting that he agreed with it! Poor kid!

"Oh! Sehuna~ I guess we'll leave you two for a while. Get in after Jenny, and have a safe way home Sehun." mom said then get inside the house leaving me and Sehun outside the gate.

No one dares to speak up for a quite period of time. I too doesn't want to open the topic since I'm mad at him for no reason. A part of me were happy knowing that he agreed since thats what I dreamed before since I was kid, to marry this rude man. But then, I'm mad at him knowing that he was just forced to and looks like he's planning something.

"Aren't you happy?" he suddenly spoke. I craned my neck and face him since I was busy watching the stars the whole time. I sighed then shot him a bored look.

"Actually, I'm not happy with it knowing that you were just forced by your parents. Me too doesn't want this to happen. I prefer to be alone than to marry a rude man like you." I stated then raise a brow. He shook his head and let out an empty chuckle. I think that words hit a bit of his ego since he's the one who really tried to quit on this plan.

"You know I don't really mean to play but seeing you like this, it makes me enjoy it more. Let's see how tough you are.." he said with a smirk as he inch closer with that serious look whom I don't know why.

I quickly took steps backward till I hit the concrete fence. He resume walking then halted when he were near, facing me. He leaned closer to my face like in just one wrong move our lips could touch each other. I froze with his stares and I was like drowned with it the whole moment. He smirked and that snaps me out of my thought

"I never knew you would be this brave enough to protest princess. I know what you were planning and I know you still love me though that rotten memories of yours were the one's remains. Let's see how long will you hold back. You will give in and be mine again I'm sure of that." he said confidently then smiled wickedly as he turn back and get in to his car then drove off.

I watch as his car engulf by the dark streets. I was still standing, frozened by his words but then, he's right. I still love him and I hate myself for that, and now that we will be getting married I think I can't escape that though he thinks this as Just For Fun Love Affair.

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