Its My Turn to Cry

Chapter 56: The Last Cry

JENNY:

"Chanyeol! Is Sehun okay?" I ask for ten times already which I'm thankful this man keep his cool and didn't complain of my freaking out moment.

"I don't really know Jenny. Noona and Lay is with him right now." He replied as he put his focus on the road.

I can't wait to reach the hospital. I'm really worried right here as I manage to keep calm and beat this freakin' traffic that unfortunately welcomed us as we leave the airport.

Now I feel Sehun, the feeling of determination like not caring on what will happen if I rush things off and aim to reach that place were the one you love is about to leave you, like forever.

'Sehun, please hold on. I'm coming.'

"Please stay calm Jenny. Nothing bad will happen. Trust me. Stay put and pray. If we rush things without thinking, god forbid, but we will end up just like him." Chanyeol explained and I bob my head as I hold back my crying.

"I hope nothing bad will happen to him. Please, god, don't get him." I mumble as I cup my face and pour out the tears. Chanyeol hushed me by patting my back as his other hand hold the steering wheel and keep driving.

After an hour of beating the traffic, Chanyeol and I successfully reach the hospital and now in a rush to find Sehun's room.

"What can I do for-"

"Mr. Oh Sehun, his room. I-I need to see his room." I manage between my pants as I talk to the nurse.

"Mr. Oh..." she mumble as she search the name on the computer. "He isn't checked in to any rooms yet. Maybe he's in the emergency room mam..on the-" She said and without letting her finish, I and Chanyeol rush through the hallways to search for the emergency room.

Not that long we reach it but we halted as the rushing nurses, pushing a stretcher with a bloody man on it blocked us on our way through the door.

"Lay!" I exclaimed as I saw the doctor and behind him is Yura who's now crying.

"Keep going! Hurry!" Lay ordered to the nurses and rush towards us. I recognize the face of the man from the side. Its Sehun, from the look of it he's uncocious and blood covers his temples.

"Sehun!" I gasped as I saw him retreating with the nurses through the end of the hallway.

"SEHUN!!" I screamed and attempts to run through him but Lay stops me.

"Jenny, please calm down!" He said and tighten his grip on my waist. Yura and Chanyeol rush to aid me to stand still as my knees weaken from the horrifying scene I saw.

"Jenny! Please stay put. Leave it to Lay. He needs to be treated." Yura said and I shook my head as I cried hard.

"I need to see my husband. I need to see him!" I insist as I struggle to free myself from their grip.

"Bring her with you but please don't let her enter the room." Lay ordered to the two and both of them nodded in response. He eyed me and said "Everything will be okay Jenny. Please calm down. Okay? I promise to save him."

"Please do everything to save him Lay. I can't afford to loose him! Please do it for me!" I begged and he nodded and get up to rush to the ICU were Sehun is in.

Yura, Chanyeol and I rush through the hallway and stayed outside the glass window and watch as the nurses and Lay tried to save Sehun. Though we can't hear them, the line from the cardiac monitor were the only hope I see for him to survive.

I clasp my both hands and mumble a prayer as I keep my eye to him who's still unconcious and with cables attached to his body and a mask that keep him breathing.

"God, please save him." I mumble as I cry. Chanyeol and Yura continue to rub my back, hushing me as if I stop from crying but the tears went like a fall who's endlessly gushing out of my eyes.

I was about to close my eyes to mumble another prayer but I stopped as I saw them in a rush, and there I notice the cardiac monitor displays a constant flat line along the curve ones.

"NO, NO, NO! It can't be! SEHUN!!" I screamed as I stare at them horrified.

"Jenny! Please calm down!" Chanyeol said as he grab me and pull me away from the glass window.

"NO! HE CAN'T DIE! SEHUN, DON'T LEAVE ME!!" I screamed again.

"He will not! Trust me Jenny." Chanyeol tried to persuade me.

"No Chanyeol! No! I want to see him. I want to be on his side!" I said and yank myself away from them then rush to the door.

"JENNY!" Yura and Chanyeol exclaimed and run after me.

I manage to get inside and there, I saw Lay in panic as he deal with the flat iron-like thing and press it to Sehun's chest. As the thing touches, his body made a wild bump and the machine now keep that flat line as well as the constant long beeping sound.

I feel my knees weaken at that sight. I can't take it and my throat went in mute as I can't produce any sound due to shock.

Yura and Chanyeol rush and catch me before my face meet the floor, and for the last attempt of Lay, the loud beeping broke the room and this time he drop the thing and face me with a pained expression platered on his face.

"Lay..." Chanyeol trail off and Lay slowly shook his head with eyes bore on mine.

"Jenny..I'm sorry.." was the only thing Lay say and that cause my world to crash down.

"SEHUN NOOOOOOO!!!!!!" I screamed as I rush to him and hug his body whose wrapped up with cables connecting to the machine.

"DON'T LEAVE ME!!" I cried as I burry my face on his chest.

'Is this what I get from all the pain I got from my past? To cry all over again?'

'Do I really deserve to cry endlessly? Do I deserve to experience such pain?'

'Can't I be happy just for once? Can I even atleast end this with a smile on my face, not this! Not this tears that's still I have from the start up until now.'

'I did everything, anything just to fix this relationship we have. But it turns out to be my fault why this all things happen.'

'If only I didn't leave him. If only I choose to be with him than prioritizing my pride. If only I forgive him and accept that past is past, and what we have now is the most important thing. If only from the start, I fight for our relationship and stay with him.'

'But here I am..crying in pain. I can't loose him. I can't! I just can't stand the pain.'

'Please..let this be just a dream. Please, tell me this is just a dream. Please wake me up. Please God don't get him just yet. Please save him. Please Sehun, don't leave me.."

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Seriously, I cried writing this chapter..and it's the very first time I did that. I don't know, maybe because the story have only one chapter left or the fact that I just really love Sehun and I feel Jenny in this story

Anyways..what do you think will be the ending? Sad? I don't think so. For you to find it out check the last chapter! This is for you guys!

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