Inner Monologues

Beyond

I don't care about the age difference or the fact that we speak two different languages.

I just care about him, who he really is and not for the guy he is for the public.

If things were different and we were at the same age, in the same country and even speak the same language, would I have a chance?

I have no idea, but the thought of that is delightsome.

He is my guy, even though I can't be with him and he probably never sees me like this, it's okay.

I'm okay within, I'm just glad he exists in a world with me.

Every time I look up to see the sky, I know somewhere out there he is looking at the same sky and I'm happy about it.

And yeah, maybe I will never find someone else, 'cause I'm stuck because of him, but I think it's okay.

Maybe I will never love someone as much as I love him, but who knows, I'm still young - everything can change.

I just wish he knows how much of an appreciation he is for the world.

This man deserves everything good in this world.

And I hope, from the bottom of my heart, he will find someone who appreciates him and loves him - maybe - as much as I do, 'cause he deserves to be loved endlessly.

I will always love him with my whole heart, he has a special place in there that is always reserved for him - just in case.

My everything.

My heart.

My infinity and beyond.