At first, you can't think straight.
Depression.
A word with so much power over you.
And when the doctor establishes this diagnosis, the head is so empty.
Only then, you really realize what is actually going on and then all the emotions come at once.
You no longer know where right or left is, what is right or wrong, you are simply unsure of what needs to be done now.
You wish it was all just a dream, you don't want to accept it - but that's how it is now.
But maybe this was exactly a call for help, my soul is broken and would like to be healed again and it is only in my hands to pursue this wish and to do the best to bring some order back into life.
I can do this.

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Inner Monologues
PuisiMy thoughts are yours now, please take good care of it. 🙏🏼 --- My inner chaos is a storm of emotions and my phrases are reflecting it perfectly.