I'm feeling like my heart would explode any second.
I know I shouldn't, but I just love you too much to let you go, I'm so sorry.
Every time I see you happy with her and not me, I'm feeling like I need to die, when does it finally end?
It has been years since you broke my heart, but it still hurts like hell.
I want to forget you, but every time I almost do, you come along and remind me how much I still love you.
It's destroying me, because you have nothing left for me, I was just your stupid game - your toy - and I trusted you.
I was too dumb to see what you were and now I don't even regret to meet you, I just wish we had stopped at our first „Hello".
I wish you the best, even though you don't deserve it.
I hope one day I can look you in your eyes and feel nothing..but till then..I will still suffer for you.
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Inner Monologues
PoetryMy thoughts are yours now, please take good care of it. 🙏🏼 --- My inner chaos is a storm of emotions and my phrases are reflecting it perfectly.