Inner Monologues

Material lucky charm

I know you shouldn't set luck on a piece of metal or plastic or fabric

or anything else, but somehow it's kind of an anchor for me.

I can hold it in my hands and automatically feel stronger, is it just an illusion?!

It doesn't matter, you just have to believe whether it comes from your mind

or from the thing in your hand.

The main thing is, that you feel better, more confident and

have the feeling that you can do anything you want to do.

If something so small can me feel like this, why shouldn't I believe in it?

I don't expect any understanding from others,

but when you're in a deep depression,

you hold on to every oh-so-small straw to keep yourself alive.

This little piece of metal in my hand is my straw who gives me the strength to go on

and to not give up.

Nobody should ever give up.

Find an anchor, hold it as tightly as you can and believe in yourself that you can do it!

Life is worth living, even if some stops are cruel, you will be picked up again

and taken to somewhere better - more beautifully.

Patience is an art that everyone can learn, even the weakest of souls.