torn inbetween (shisui x reader x kakashi )

training begins

you and shisui walked sasuke home and then headed to an open field to start training .

"alright" shisui says sitting down in the grass. you plop down next to him .

"these are the basic hand signs" he shows you each slowly and you copy him. the two of you trained for about 20 min before your eyes started to get tired and took a break.

"this is harder then i thought" you say laying down in the open green grass.

"oh yeah, took me and itachi at least 3 months to perfect. " shisui says laying next to you .

you turn on your side to face him, panting from being out of breath.

"so you and kakashi seem to be getting more comfortable with eachother." shisui says

" yeah, i don't know tho, something seems .... off" you say turning back into your back.

"hm, how so?" shisui asks concerned

" i don't know. maybe i'm just not used to it"

"maybe. have you heard from itachi ? " shisui asked changing the subject

you check your phone, but there was nothing . "nope"

"don't worry about it i'm sure everything is fine " he says reassuring

"shisui?" you ask softly

"yeah?" he turns his head to look at you

you pause for a second staring at the starts thinking about what you were going to say. a shooting start passes by and you get a sudden rush of sadness thinking about how when you were younger you itachi sasuke and your parents would all come out and make wishes on shooting stars.

your eyes started to fill with water.

"y/n" shisui said concerned

you turn to him and a tear falls from your face. "i miss them so much shisui."

he quickly moves closer to you and wraps you into him arms. "i know" he says softly holding your head into his chest as you continue to cry.

he kisses your forehead softly and runs his fingers through your hair.

you both laid there in each other's arms as shisui comforted you. he put both his hands onto your cheeks and lifted your face from his chest, which was now damp from your tears .

he used his thumbs to whip your face "they would be so proud of you, all three of you. it's your birthday , they wouldn't want you to be sad on your birthday" he says with a soft smile trying to cheer you up.

your faces were so close to each other

"shisui" you say with a small sniffle after

"i know y/n" he says moving his face closer to you but kisses your cheek instead.

unsatisfied by his action you pulled him into your lips and kissed him softly.

he places his hand on the back of your neck and pulled you in gently.

the kiss was filled with so much passion and emotion that when your lips left each other your faces just stayed close to eachother with your eyes closed

you took a deep breath and fell into him arms closing your eyes. he held you tightly in his arms until you both fell asleep.

sorry the update took soooo long , i got super busy with school, i'm going to try to be more active. enjoy!! <3