YOUR VOICE [vkook]

38: accept

The next day Taehyung was with Jungkook, he wanted to go with his boyfriend for the night which Jimin didn't mind. He said he was allowed to do whatever he wanted. so the brunet didn't hesitate and went off with Jungkook sleeping at his place. He was there a lot. it felt like home when he was there which is probably because Jungkook was there. When he was with Jungkook he felt the warmth of home and the protection. It was relaxing, he knew he didn't have to watch out, he could just close his eyes and it will be okay.

Taehyung was the first to wake up. and for the first time in so long he opened his eyes and was greeted by the sunlight shining through the curtains. He saw the colors of the room bringing a smile to his face. He was glad he didn't have school for now, the vacation had started. so he rolled on his side not feeling any stress to get out of bed and hurry for school. He smiled seeing the handsome face of his boyfriend next to him. Even if he never knew how Jungkook's appearance was, he didn't feel any different. He smiled knowing this was the one he loves and put his hand on the man's cheek caressing it softly. He moved closer back to the other missing the warmth and the hold he fall asleep in last night.

Taehyung placed a soft kiss on Jungkook's nose and snuggled against him. Jungkook took a deep breath, slowly waking a bit and his arm moved wrapping around Taehyung to hold him. the brunet smiled, jungkook knew exactly what he wanted. And before he realised he fell asleep again. but now back in the loving arms of Jungkook.

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Later that morning the two were all awake and getting dressed. well they were getting dressed in sports clothes. Jungkook was going to work out early because they had an important thing planned later in the day. they were going to buy taehyung glasses. The younger was excited for it, he didn't know what he liked yet but he had looked on the website and liked a few he saw. but still he never got any glasses, yes his friend Jimin wears glasses but not like he really have seen them or remembers. He didn't see, so what did you expect.

As he had finished in the bathroom he stood once again in front of a mirror. looking at himself. He ran his hands through his pretty long brown hair. it wasn't as long as Jungkook but still it fell over his neck on the back so in his opinion it was getting long. It's been a while since he last went to a hair stylist. Taehyung didn't like it, he didn't recognize him as the person he was before. He got so much taller and his figure wasn't so childlike anymore, he looked too mature in his eyes. He sighed. But this was really him, this was the Taehyung he is now.

And that's okay. He changed, but he is still taehyung. he is the same person with the same thoughts and feelings. So the boy gave himself a smile wiping his eyes. he shouldn't cry this time. "its okay" he told himself and walked to the mirror. he put his and on the cold surface touching his own reflection. "hello new Taehyung, nice to meet you" He didn't talk to himself often but now he felt like doing it. He wanted to accept how he was now. So he will say it to himself.

"We will do great okay" He gave himself another smile as a tear rolled down his cheek. but he wasn't sad, just emotional.

*knock knock*

"yes?"

"can i come in?" It was jungkook.

"of course" taehyung walked to the door and unlocked it, letting his boyfriend inside. The raven noticed the teary eyes and got concerned. but when Taehyung smiled he calmed down.

"what's wrong baby?"

"Nothing, it's okay. Im okay"

"Really, why were you crying?" Jungkook asked using his thumb to wipe the tear on Taehyung's cheek away.

"I looked at myself, but I accept this. I'm just different from the outside, but I'm still me. It's okay"

"That's so good of you, I'm happy you accepted it" Jungkook didn't like to see how taehyung reacted the first time to himself seeing him so upset and sad. And now seeing Taehyung not crying in a negative way over himself made him feel proud. the boy will learn to live his new life.

"I am too, now i'm very hungry" the brunet chuckled. He couldn't take his eyes off the raven. Who would have thought his boyfriend was such a handsome and sexy man. his eyes trailed down taking in the raven's figure. The waist was pretty slim, his legs long and muscled thighs, his arms strong. He could see the biceps flex when Jungkook moved his arm, noticing Taehyung watching him. it made Taehyung blush seeing Jungkook flex on him like that.

"D-don't do that"

"do what?" Jungkook said as he kept going with a grin but innocent voice.

"Aish, stop stop" taehyung grabbed Jungkook's arms, feeling the muscles under his palm. He bit his lip at the feeling. that these arms held him to lovingly. These arms and hands could do so much more. and the first thought wasn't so innocent. He gulped and cleared his throat. it was not the time for that now. they had to eat and get going.

"you're so cute" jungkook chuckled and walked out with the boy following him. He himself had to also get used to the act Taehyung could see now. it might be a bit blurry when reading and he might get a headache. but still he could see. Jungkook was still watching the boy carefully. It was in his system to do so now. it was hard to just forget that and not do it anymore. but it won't harm to always watch your boyfriend and make sure he is safe or he won't trip.

But for now their day was practice and to get glasses. 

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thank you for reading, i planned out the chapters. i will probably spam this one untill the last. it will end at  chapter 43. :) 

Thank you for reading again, i hope you will stick till the end. see you in the next!

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