YOUR VOICE [vkook]

17: home

Jungkook had no plan or whatsoever but he was just gonna roll with it, he will figure it out on the spot.

He needed to get to his boyfriend but he knew that Taehyung had told him that the school doesnt allow any visitors from outside the school. So the raven just hoped he wont run into anyone.

Entering the boy's dorms he looked around for the elevator. He had no idea what way he had to go but it couldnt be that hard right?

"uhm...Left?" jungkook mumbled to himself and started walking. Luckily for him it was the right way and he pressed the button. His ears perked for any sounds. Sometimes he checked the hallway to his right making sure he was alone.

He doesnt need a warning or anything or he wont ever be able to get inside anymore.

"what was it again....36 right....Yea" Jungkook said and pressed the floor. It took only a few seconds, the door opened and he rushed out. He heard voices in the hallway and had to walk fast. Before anyone could talk to him he was already around the corner knocking on a door labled with '36'.

"Tae...Its me" he said. And after that he heard some shuffling and a bonk. The raven pressed his ear against the door listening what was happening. But the door already was opened a tiny bit.

"Jungkook?" taehyung stood there his eyes looked at the ground they were puffy like he just stopped crying.

"im here tae"

"c-come in, quick" Taehyung said pulling the other inside at his shirt. He didnt want anyone to see he brought someone from outside inside the dorms, he will be in trouble.

"what happend?" Jungkook asked letting the boy take him to the bed and sit down.

"i-im getting bullied by some students....B-but today they were...Waiting f-for me.." taehyung said. He was shocked when the two were waiting for him outside. "t-they pushed me...And k-kicked me. My head hurts" the boy said holding his forehead.

"let me see" jungkook said turning the boy's head to him. He sighed seeing a painful red colored spot. It would surely color like a nasty bruise tomorrow. "its nothing too serious, it will heal"

"w-why are they so mean....I didnt do anything..." taehyung looked down sadly.

"they are just stupid asses. Want me to beat them up?" jungkook said cracking his knuckles. He would happy do it if the boy wanted him to.

"n-no, its fine. Dont hurt them" taehyung said. "you will go to jail for that"

"not if its self defence"

"just....Dont, okay.."

"fine, if thats what you want, i wont do anything" jungkook said and put an arm around the boy.

"i just want to see again Jungkook....I want to be normal again....Why did that have to happen." the boy started crying again hiding in Jungkook's arms. The raven made him feel so safe and protected. It felt so different...So comforting...

Jungkook felt like....Home.

"one day i was out with my parents...." Taehyung srarted. Jungkook stayed silent and just litened. "i was begging for them to b-buy me something. D-dad bought it for me and mother got angry at him about it...So we left and went back to the car..." taehyung gulped and took a few breaths the event replaying in his mind. "t-they started yelling and got into a fight. D-dad didnt pay attention to the road a-and....And there c-came a other car......W-we got h-hit...."  the boy started crying trying to continue but he couldn't speak.

"its okay take your time" jungkook said placing a soft kiss on the boy's head.

"i-i remember h-hearing my f-father call my name and my mothers name.....b-blood....p-pain....when i woke up, i was in the hospital." taehyung said..."i-i was so scared...I thought i was s-sleeping..I didnt realise i was b-blind... But when the doctor exlained it to me i kept denying telling him to stop lying...But he wasnt. But the worst thing was hearing that my mother didnt make it....M-my mother died instantly my father died later in the hospital....i-i visited him before that, i-i couldnt see him, i couldnt say goodbye properly. H-he kept telling how much he loved me...That i shouldnt blame myself for what happend....But i cant help it Jungkook...He died when i was out of the room...They tried to get him back but his heart would wake up. He didnt wake up Jungkook...They never came back"

"i am sorry to hear that. But you shouldnt blame youself for it, like your father said" Jungkook said and caressed the boy's shoulder to comfort him.

"b-but it was my fault....Its my fault" taehyung said the last part he spoke like realisation hit him suddenly. He gasped softly and started crying more he got out of Jungkook's hold and held his head in his hands. "i-its my fault. I did this! I did this to them! I did this to myself!"

"hey hey, calm down. Dont start yelling things that arent true" Jungkook said with a relaxed voice. He didnt want to put gass on the starting fire.

"no no...I-i...I dont know what to do Jungkook" taehyung said as the raven took him back in a tight warm hug. "it hurts. I miss them so much....We were supposed to go on a trip after my gratuation... But i only had my grandparenrs to cheer for me me...And Jimin"

"you have me now too, i will cheer for you the loudest."

A silence fell and taehyung held Jungkook's hand with both his own. He really liked this man. He just knew how to make him calm and feel loved. Jungkook really felt like home, safe and comforting.

"i wish i could see again..."

"have you gotten yourself checked? Maybe there is a cure for it. You had an accident maybe you can be helped?"

"i dont have to money for it"

"you...You never went to the doctor?"
Jungkook asked a bit surprised. But he could have expected that. Taehyung had used all his saved money for his studies. The boy had nothing left to pay such a thing.

"...No.."

"do you want to get a check at the hospital?" jungkook asked looking at the boy.

"yes.. I am saving money, slowly but i think in a few years i will have enough" taehyung said giving a little smile of hope. One day he can get info about his eyes. One day he will know what was wrong with him and if this was forever.

"you will get it..Im sure of that" jungkook said. He already had made a decision, and he didnt have to think twice about it.

"im tired."

"oh, you can go sleep then. I wont disturb you"

"can you stay...Please?" taehyung asked, quickly grabbing Jungkook's shirt when the raven was about to get up.

"of course" jungkook smiled and laid down next to taehyung. The boy cuddled up against him back in the boxer's safe arms. The blanket warmed them untill their hips. Both didnt bother to undress or even freshen up.

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Thank you for reading the double update, see you in the next chapter!
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