Pain and Serenity

Gone

Gone in a blink of an eye it can all disappear

Sinking into a bottomless pit

Gone the silence so deafening it rings your ears

Feet pacing trying to stay in the race

These woods are so dense your feet start to pound

Gone separated from all things that were considered home

Running from those that use to be close

Is this really the way things are meant to be?

Gone the ones I loved most are nowhere in sight

Hunted by the man I thought was the one

Until his eyes were darker than the barrel of the gun

My urge and will to fight dissipates

Until the voices say the scrooge is coming

Snaps of branches and the crunch of dead leaves

When I finally decide to flee the scene

Is this really the way things are going to be?

Gone goes the sparkle that once filled his eyes

So bright and vibrant they can fill the sky

But the wind so chilling so cool so crisp suffocating me

With every breath I take

Gone my heart goes running to the ground

Is this the moment I feel the gun press against my chin?

Death comes calling me with the look in his eyes

Gone goes all the humanity he had inside

This can't be the way I die

Gone my knees tremble when I am put to my feet

Is this really where I reside

A glimmer of hope the sound of salvation

Gone goes the fear when he comes near to exchange heat

Coming in closer to say it was all a lie

Never wanting to hurt me but playing the devil's game

Manipulation and toxicity lacing his voice

Keeping his eyes on me to be sure I do not run away

Now it is impossible to leave him

Any freedom I once had is gone

 Along with my trust vanishes and dissipates

Gone- forever lost-

Is there any way I can possibly escape?

When everything I thought I had is now Gone