Secret Keeper

Forty Six

I had no idea what time it was because i didn't have my phone. I watched as Libby and her brothers left but i refused to look at her. I was pissed off. Yes it may have been the right thing to do but i trusted her. I trusted Harrison.

Currently I was on the couch next to Liam who had his arm around me. The rest of my brothers where either in the kitchen or seeing Libby out.

"All of you in the front room now!" Issac yelled after closing the front door.

I held my head in my hands in dread, i hoped this conversation would never come but it did.

"Your going to tell me everything from the beginning." Issac said as he took a seat on the couch opposite.

"Do i have to?" I asked quietly fidgeting with my hands.

"we want every single detail." Issac had now put a serious face on which made me feel obligated to tell him.

"I had a crush on Ollie, but i knew I'd never be able to be with him because he was popular and i was just average and me." I started.

"What do you mean you were you?" Toby asked.

"You'll see, stop interrupting." I gave him a hard glare and he held his hands up in apology. "One day he started taking notice of me and i was clearly blinded by thee act. I was working in a group with him in drama as Liam saw, but because Mr Milne trusted us to work in the other room without a teacher, it was just me and him. He did stuff and-"

"What stuff?" Leo asked through gritted teeth. I looked down at the floor, i didn't want to tell them every detail of what he did.

"Every detail." Issac said once again.

I took in a breath.

"He put his hand on my knee and moved it further up my leg." I looked down not wanted to look at any of my brothers right now.

"Under?" Corey asked, and i gave a simple nod.

"He kept it there, and i refused to look at him because i was scared, then he moved in front of me and move the other hand under. He dug his hands into my thighs and it hurt. I plucked up the courage to tell him to stop but he refused to let go, his fingertips went even more under. That was the first time." I gulped down air.

"Why didn't you tell one of us?" Liam said from my side.

"I was scared."

"Why?" He continued.

"Deep inside i thought it be better if he did it to me rather than someone else, and i didn't want him to hurt anyone i cared about."

Liam brung me in tighter until i was squeezed into his chest.

"Is there more?" Issac asked.

"Yeah, It happened after detention. He pushed me into the girls bathroom put his hands on my arse, I tried to get away from him but i couldn't. He was too strong. He did what he wanted when he wanted and i came home everyday from school heading straight to my room away from everyone. He touched me everyday at least once. I felt so hopeless and weak." Tears slipped from my eyes at this point. "I'd go to his house at least once a week, and he'd then again do what he wanted. He never kissed my lips, only my body and he'd do it while he had his finger buried in me and i began to cry and beg him to stop. But every fucking time he'd do it. I was trapped and i still am. He threatened me i drama about what happened last weekend. And it makes me thing what the hell would of happened if Harrison wasn't there." I was in floods of tears.

"What does that mean?" Jacob asked agitated.

"I wasn't sleeping at ava's we were at a party, me and Libby where at Harrisons cousins party and Ollie was there. I was drunk and he tired to..." I paused not knowing if i could actually say it out loud to them.

I couldn't, i didn't want to.

"Riley." Issac moved towards me and lifted my chin to see hs eyes. "Say it." I shook my head quickly. i didn't want to say it. "Riley say it." He repeated sternly. He looked me straight in the eyes and i saw the anger behind his Green eyes.

"He tried to rape me."