The song above is only describing how Thalia is taking action to change into someone else to be appreciated and welcomed into the Brambilla family. So, the song isn't really going with any sexual content or anything lmao. The song is just helping you guys view how Thalia feels about changing into a new person to be liked by Antonio's family.
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Like the book so far? Please comment, like, and vote💕The Brambilla family would never allow me into their family and I knew that as a fact. I was young, I was marrying Antonio with little knowledge of fighting, and the basics of the understandings of being a leader in the mafia. The only things I knew were about how hard it was to keep up a with gang. I knew about the billions of people mafia leaders would kill, threaten, and enslave. I knew that Mr. Brambilla view'd me as a bump in the road, he only saw me as some girl who knew nothing about the hard work of working a mafia gang. I knew the way people view'd me wouldn't change, but I personally was going to change. I wasn't going to allow people to push me around and state their on opinions about me. If they wanted to see a girl who was capable of killing people, hunting down other gang and destroying their homes, becoming the dark and gruesome women they wanted me to be... then so be it.
I stared at myself in the mirror, the little innocent girl I knew years ago stared at me back. Her eyes full of joy and innocence, her smile drooling down. I clenched my jaw, what happened to that little girl who had dreams so big, they're were to heavy to hold. I slightly tilted my head down, almost challenging the little girl. Suddenly, something snapped. The little girl was gone and I stared down into the eyes of someone else. All I saw was frustration and anger. The joy was gone, the light and happiness was destroyed. I stood up straight and exhaled slowly. " If they want to see what I'm truly capable of, then let's show them," I said.
I walked back into the room right as Antonio walked into our hotel room. " Hey," Antonio said. " Hey," I said without looking at him. I grabbed the clothes I was going to wear today and my towel, Antonio grabbed my arm. " You okay?" I looked at him, " couldn't be better." Antonio stared at me, " I can stay with you, I don't have to go to work." A small smile tugged at my lips, " I'm fine, really." Antonio slightly raised an eyebrow, " Im fine, I'm just going to take a shower and go out," I said. Antonio let go of my arm, " where are you going?" I turned around and walked into the bathroom, " I might repay a visit to Mr. Agosti." I could feel Antonio's eyes darkened without seeing him. I smiled and turned back around, " kidding, I'm just going to go to the shops around the hotel." Antonio shook his head, " fine, but I'm sending some of my guards with you." I rolled my eyes, I don't need protection." " It's not under negotiation," Antonio said. He sat down on the bed and pulled out his phone, " and keep your location on, you keep turning it off." Antonio looked at me, " yes sir," I said sarcastically. I turned and closed the bathroom door. I turned on the shower and began to get undressed as the room instantly filled up with warm steam.
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I sat in a salon chair, girls around me were whispering and chattering about how the girl who sleeps with Antonio Brambilla and uses him for his money was in the salon. My jaw was tight, but rested at the same time. I kept my eyes glued on my reflection in the mirror, trying to keep myself from dragging some girl's ass. " You're Thalia?" A older women asked. " The girl who's marrying Antonio Brambilla?" I looked at her through the mirror, " yes." The women sighed and nodded, " you trying to change yourself for his family?" I scoffed softly, " how'd you know?" " You're absolutely gorgeous, yet, you're not perfect for the Brambilla family. I've seen women like you try to blend into the Brambilla family and still fail, they all end up coming here to make themselves look better." I couldn't help but smile, " thanks for that." The women nodded, " now, what look are we going for today?" I sighed and looked back at myself in the mirror, " redemption." A evil smile slowly spread across the women's face, " I know exactly the look for you." I bit my bottom lip and sighed, was what I was doing the right thing?
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Million Dollar Mafia
RomanceAs a kid, Thalia had always imagined having the perfect life any girl could dream of. She always daydreamed about her perfect wedding, her perfect white dress, and her prince charming. Thalia would always bombard her mom with thousands of questions...