faith in You

17.

*trigger warning- rape scene*

Out of everything that has happened to Robert; this had to be one of the worst. All of his problems surrounded one person. Barry, his old record producer that Laurence had oh so excitedly brought into the picture. Barry had done everything in his power to fuck with Robert's head, ruin him mentally until Robert could not function properly.

"N-ngh!" Robert hissed, nails dragging down the wall.

Out of all things, this would be the thing to break Robert. He had done everything to get over his traumas that Barry had caused- he tried everything to forget but now, Robert would never be able to forget the evil that was Barry. Robert had been beaten down, forced against the wall and now being fucked against his own will due to the perverted revenge plan.

Robert's mind was racing, unable to focus on anything but the horrible pain spiking up his spine. "Look at you... admit it Robert- you like this" Barry snarled into Robert's ear, repeatedly shoving his cock into Robert over and over again, not caring how Robert writhed in pain and quietly begged him to stop. It seemed like no matter how Robert begged or struggled, Barry just wouldn't stop.

Robert let out a sob, trying to pull away from Barry; but he was only yanked back by his hips. "L-let go-" Robert choked out, feeling Barry's hand sliding up his shoulders to his throat. "No one can hear you- no one is coming" Barry snarled, covering Robert's mouth and nose with his hand and stopping Robert from crying out for help. Robert couldn't breathe now, and his panic began to grow worse.

It seemed like it would never end, Robert could do nothing to stop Barry. His head was dizzy from being smashed into the wall and receiving a few strong punches; blood stained Robert's bottom part of his face due to his busted nose. The burning feeling of Barry's cock ravaging his insides would never leave Robert's mind; the ugly sounds coming from Barry's rotten mouth were etched into Robert's memory.

Robert gagged, grabbing Barry's hand and shoving it away from his mouth and taking in a deep breath. "I-i'll kill you" Robert choked between sobs, turning his head to glare at Barry's vile face. Barry smirked, grabbing Robert's hair and pulling him back onto his cock, "in your dreams cock sleeve" Barry whispered before nailing Robert against the stall wall and pounding into Robert faster; not caring if Robert would bleed.

Robert groaned in pain and squeezed his eyes shut, feeling Barry's cock throbbing inside of him until finally he felt the awful burn of Barry's cum enter him. Robert let out a broken sob and he pressed his face against the dirty stall wall, unable to breathe properly. Barry dropped Robert's limp body onto the ground, smirking as he looked upon the broken man that was now Robert smith.

"How does it feel Robert? All used up, nothing but a hole.." Barry hissed, putting away his cock and smirking. "A used piece of meat, didn't a friend of yours call you that?" Barry said, making Robert curl up into a ball. "Yes, it was Simon, right? He's a smart bloke you know, he sees a whore when he is presented with one. That's what you are Robert- a whore." Barry hissed, kicking Robert's leg.

Robert covered his head, a weak sob coming from him. Robert weakly covered himself, feeling the bastard's cum ooze out of his hole. Robert could still feel Barry's hands on his body, he was horrified. Robert didn't even realize that Barry was still talking to him when suddenly the door to the bathroom was being banged on. "Oi! Unlock the door- people need to piss!" the barman's voice came through; making Robert tremble.

Robert heard Barry curse and suddenly Barry left just as quickly as he had appeared; leaving Robert crumpled on the floor as he opened the bathroom door. Robert heard voices pick up, he guessed that the rest of his band recognized Barry; and suddenly there was an uproar.

Robert, realizing that this would be a good time to make his escape, slowly dragged himself to his feet; legs trembling from the rough treatment that Barry had forced upon him. Robert let out a weak sob, pressing his face against the stall wall before looking down at his legs, seeing blood stains on his pale skin. Robert cringed and looked away, messily pulling his trousers back up over his hips.

There was a sudden crash of glass, and Robert nearly jumped out of his skin. Robert felt his heart beat rapidly in his chest and he looked to the door, seeing that a brawl had started. Robert swallowed thickly, pulling down his rumpled shirt before daring to look in the mirror. Robert felt nothing but disgust for himself as he saw his reflection, and right then and there Robert knew he would never be the same.

"Robert! There you are-" Simon's breathless voice met Robert's ears. "Fucking Barry is here- did you see him?" Simon said, stopping in his tracks when he saw the state of Robert. Slowly, Robert turned his gaze to Simon, his dull blue eyes showing nothing but grief and disgust. Robert wiped the tears away from his face, "i-i h-have to go '' Robert whispered, not daring to speak any louder in fear of his voice giving away exactly what happened.

Simon could only stare in shock as Robert limped towards him, unable to speak and unable to fathom what could have happened. Right as Robert got close Simon finally snapped back into reality and grabbed Robert's arm. This made Robert tense and without thinking Robert tore his arm away from Simon, "DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME" Robert snarled in a feral manner, shoving Simon away before hurrying out of the bathroom in a state of panic.

"W-wait- Robert! Wait!" Simon called desperately, following after Robert who didn't dare stop or look back at his estranged best friend. Robert shoved past the bustling bodies that were trying to stop the fight that had broken out between Barry and Chris. "Oi! The cops are here!" someone yelled, but Robert didn't care. He needed to get away from Barry, away from this stupid bar and away from Simon before he did something he would regret.

"Robert please!" Robert heard Simon call, but he was almost to the exit. When Robert reached the door he stopped and turned to look where Chris and Barry were, seeing how Chris had Barry pinned face first into the bar. Robert locked eyes with Barry, feeling terror rise up in his stomach. Barry glared daggers at Robert.

Robert let out a shaky breath before turning on his heel and sprinting out of the bar, ignoring Simon's desperate call for him to stop. Robert couldn't breathe, he couldn't stop the tears from running down his face. Robert ran down the sidewalk, disappearing into the dark night.

Simon let out a shaky breath, watching as Robert disappeared out of the doors like some kind of scared animal. Robert had never acted that way before, it was like he was afraid of Simon. Simon licked his lips, standing dazed as the cops suddenly showed up and pushed past him. "We have a warrant for your arrest!" one said, grabbing Barry and putting him in cuffs while the other spoke to Chris about what happened.

Simon stood still, staring at Barry before suddenly becoming enraged. "What did you do?!" Simon roared, leaping forward and grabbing the front of Barry's shirt. "What did you do to him!" Simon snarled, seeing red. One of the officers grabbed Simon and pushed him away, "cool it mate! Or I'll have to take you in for misconduct" the officer warned, keeping Simon away from Barry who laughed maniacally.

Simon clenched his fist, staring Barry down as he was dragged outside to be put in a cop car. Chris walked up to Simon and sighed, wiping his nose. "Never thought that bastard would show his face again" Chris said, watching as Barry was taken away. Simon took in a deep breath, hands shaking. "He did something to Robert. Something bad- I know it," Simon growled. "Robert didn't even try to tell me... fuck- i could have done something!" Simon hissed, holding his face in his hands.

Simon blamed himself, if he had only been faster- then maybe he could have done something to help Robert from whatever Barry had done. Simon had a good idea of what went down, he just hoped that he was wrong.