ASIAN SERIES THAI: Diversity Sphere.

10

Urra

Even though he didn't show up for me for two days,I was looking for his presence but for me he seemed to be gone for two months.I don't know but I seem to miss him so much.I don't really understand myself maybe I've always been used to it that he is there when I needed him.

Nanatili naman kaming nakamasid ni Aroon dito sa gilid.Bakit naman siya nandito sa club house ng village namin i mean wala bang securities?!24/7?Pwede ba ang outsiders dito?

The hell.

"Infairness saya,How good you choose a man.He has a better body and is even more handsome than Donny."pagkukumpara niya pa sa artistang si donny at kay Zahir.

Umiling lang naman ako sa kanya."So who's that woman?"Turo pa ni Aroon kay maja na kausap pa rin ni Zahir hanggang ngayon.

Lalo naman kumunot ang noo ko.So dinadalaw ni Zahir si Maja dito?What the fudge.Niloloko mo ba ako Zahir?Sa bagay wala nga naman siyang gusto sa akin ako lang talaga itong nagmamaganda at may gusto sa kanya.So kaya rin ba niya ako iniwan dun sa parking lot kahit mag gagabi na dahil pupuntahan niya pa si maja?Ganun?!

Now you know urrassaya that Maja is more important than you always remember that!

May unting kirot naman akong naramdaman sa puso ko.Siguro nga ako lang ang nakakaramdam ng ganto.

I sigh heavily.

"His classmate in filled study."I simple explained.

"In your company?"He asked.Umiling naman ako agad sa kanya."You like him that much huh?Seriously saya just approach him."Sabi niya pa.Tinarayan ko lang naman siya.

Nang tignan ko ulit sila ay bigla na lang umiyak si Maja at niyakap si Zahir.Zahir didn't even move or leave from maja's embrace with him.Mas nanlaki ang mga mata ko ng biglang halikan ni maja si Zahir.

Parang sinaksak ng paulit ulit ang puso ko sa mga nakikita ko ngayon.Di ko na kaya.Puta naman!Sabi ko naman kasi sayo Urrassaya wag siya!Hindi ikaw yung tipo niya!

Im really stupid!

"Shit saya!"Pag aalalang tawag sa akin ni Aroon ng bigla akong tumayo at naglakad palayo.Di ko naman siyang magawang lingunin.

Habang naglalakad ako ay sumasabay ang mga luha kong isa isang pumapatak sa aking mga mata.Hindi ako makapaniwala na pati si Zahir lolokohin ako!Tang*na wala namang kami pero parang mas masakit pa ito sa ginawang panloloko ni ken sa akin noon.

"Shhhh,Don't cry Saya.Its okay."Sabi pa ni Aroon sa akin na ngayon ay nag aalala na sa pag iyak ko.

Agad ko namang niyakap si Aroon.Shit di ko na kaya!Nanghihina nanaman ako.Ewan ko ganun ko ba talaga kamahal si Zahir.

The fuck!

"Everything will be fine. Not yet but it will come."He comforted.

"I'm the only one who thinks he likes me too.I'm the only one who makes a fool and believes that he likes me too!"I cried.

"I told you to take care of yourself while I'm gone, especially your heart,Your feelings.You're still young sis,don't believe too much in what others show to you."He explained.

I fell already!I thought it was just that I didn't feel anything for him but fuck i really wanted to like him. I know I'm young but I know the feeling of a person who inlove.

"I can't tell you to just look for someone else because I can't control your decision but at least sometimes listen to yourself first Saya,Don't think only of other people's feelings please,Put yourself first just for now."He advised  and he gave me a hug.Lalo naman akong naiyak sa sinabi niya.