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TW-SUICIDE WARNING! There will be suicidal attempts in this oneshot!
Takes place during the DARK ERA, so slight spoilers from the anime! SEASON 2
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Dazai Osamu, a suicidal man in the mafia, also the youngest and most treasured member by the boss himself, Ogai Mori. HE, he was your boyfriend, a suicidal criminal but you didn't mind because, you were also slightly suicidal which made you Dazai's perfect suicidal partner. You stayed outside Mori's office while you waited for Dazai to come out his office.
He was letting Mori know what had happened to Dazai's only friend(Other then you) and now he seemed even more suicidal then before. He hasn't directly asked you before, but you could tell in his sad eyes, or were they angry ones? With Dazai, you couldn't quiet tell.
You leaned against the wall besides Mori's door and sighed, sliding down to your knees and covering your face. "Poor Dazai-san..I bet you he feels like shit.." You wanted to cry but you held it in for him, you didn't want him to feel even worse then he does now. Minutes have passed with you in that position and that's when you heard the door knob rattle.
You quickly looked up and saw your boyfriend's face, he was...smiling. "Odasaku's now free from his sins, I'm glad" You blinked in confusion as Dazai took your hand. "Unlike us, would you like to join me in a double suicide Y/N-Chan?" You blushed heavily and looked down. "What about your partner Chuuya? Wouldn't he-"
Dazai shook his head and he put his index finger over your lips. "Shhh, forget about Chuuya please? Let's go to hell together shall we?" You looked down and sighed. "Ok, if that's what you want" You looked at the only man and blushed slightly at him, and gave him a small smile. "Thank you my love," Dazai leaned down to kiss you on the lips.
You quickly pulled yourself into probably the last kiss you'll ever get from the man, minutes later you two pulled away for some air. "Too bad I'm dying a virgin.." You laughed slightly and looked down. "I honestly wanted to have kids with you Dazai-san.." Dazai blushed and picked you up, holding you bridal style.
"It's alright, the only thing we need is us" You nodded and sighed, laying your head inside Dazai's warm chest. "I love you Osamu," The man looks down at you with his beautiful eyes with a slight blush on him, this was the first time you called him by that name.
"I love you too F/N" You blushed and smiled, knowing that Dazai loved you enough to call you by your first name was enough for you. "Let's watch one last sunset together before we end everything," You nodded and Dazai took the both of you to the front of the Mafia base.
Dazai sat on the stair case with you still in his arms.He wanted to feel your body against his as long as possible before the moment. You both watched the sun set one last time, and now it was time to jump off the tall building of the mafia base. "I'm sorry Odasaku, I can't accept your requests...as long as I have F/N my life is way more beautiful.."
You looked up at the man and blushed as he sat you down. "Sorry, we need to climb up to the top, then I'll pick you up again before we jump," You nodded and the both of you walked up the ladder to the top. You guys finally make it. "Also..Sorry partner.."(I'm sorry soukoku fans!!)
Dazai picked you up ounce again like he promise and stared at you one last time. "Your beautiful.." You blushed ounce again and looked down. "Not as beautiful as yourself Osamu" You smiled slightly. "See you in hell ok my love? I'll meet you there too" You nodded and then..that's when Dazai jumped, with you in his arms.
Ounce he was in the air, he quickly grabbed your face and pulled you into a kiss. He wanted to die like this, he wanted to just..fall with you forever, that's how beautiful it was to him, in his eyes at least. Then.............
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The man could hear blurry voices, they sounded slightly familiar but he couldn't pin point it. Then, the man was able o hear ounce his ears adjusted. "Oh the bitch is finally awake!" You man sat up and rubbed his head. "C-Chuuya?" Dazai looked to the side and saw his ginger partner. "Fuck..I'm alive?" Chuuya nodded. "Of course! You pulled a suicidal act on the job with Y/N!" Dazai's eyes widened, that was the one thing he almost forgot.
"I almost reached the gates, why am I alive?" Chuuya shrugged. "Just lucky I guess, idk" Dazai shook his head. "The opposite of lucky..how's F/N?" Chuuya tiled his head. "Who?" Dazai sighed and rubbed his temples. "Y/N's first name," Chuuya's eyes widened and he rubbed the back of his neck.
"Well you see, she kinda.." Dazai looked down and sighed. "She died correct?" Chuuya nodded and looked at his partner. "Sorry mackerel.." Dazai nodded and looked down. "Not your fault, just my luck..the woman always die and leave me.."
Chuuya watched his partner awkwardly and sighed. "Sorry," Chuuya stood up and walked to the door to Dazai's room. "I'll get the boss," Dazai nodded and watched his partner walk out, and in came his boss, Mori. "And ounce again, a suicidal attempt failed," The man looked at the boss. "Don't have to remind me.."
Mori nodded and sat in the chair besides Dazai's bed. "I've decided, since I'm alive and Y/N isn't, I now have a reason to follow Odasaku's wishes, for both him and Y/N so..I'm quieting the mafia" Mori smiled slightly and nodded. "Alright, as you wish" Dazai smiled slightly. "For now on, I'm hiding all my pain" Mori nodded. "That'll be the best thing, you'll get over them soon" Mori pet Dazai's head and stood up.
"Well, since your no longer an executive, I wish you luck on finding a new job" Mori walked over to the door and grabbed the knob, before turning and walking out. "Good luck, Osamu" And those were the last words his boss ever said to him.
Soon, Dazai recovers but as he said, he never returned to the mafia but instead found someone that would help him find work, and that's how he discovered the Detective Agency, his new work. "Rest in piece Y/N, I'll make you proud. Along with my best friend, Odasaku"
