Infinite || n.h

Chapter 32

I look straight into the mirror, only to look at the girl starring back at me. I quietly whispered to myself.

"You can do this....it's okay....."

I took a deep breathe and closed my eyes. I thought about Niall, Hope, my mom, my fans, basically just positive thoughts.

I bit my lip and opened my eyes again to look at myself in the mirror. My hair was straightened and my make up was perfectly neat on my face. I wore a black leather bra top with see through sleeves and black high waisted leather shorts with my peep toe high heel ankle boots.

I took a sip from my water bottle and took a big gulp. I began to breathe heavily. Why was I so scared? I've done this many times before in the past. Maybe I just really needed Niall here with me right now.

I heard a knock on the door.

"5 minutes NeeNee!" A lady shouted from the other side of the door.

"Okay! Thanks!" I yelled back.

I could hear 5 Seconds Of Summer playing their song 'Amnesia' to the huge crowd in the stadium. I hear girls screaming and shouting.

I raise my head up to take one last look at myself in the mirror before I go out on stage. This is the first show of my tour and I'm very nervous. I'm starting here in Europe and will be closing it when I get back to London.

I leave my dressing room to head out to my position. I'm right underneath the stage where I see Aileen carrying Hope around her waist.

"Hey baby girl! Mommy is about to go on stage!" I say through the loud music and kissed Hope on the cheek.

"Good luck mommy!" Hope squeakily says as she waved at me.

I smiled. "Thanks so much Aileen!"

"It's no problem! Good luck!" She says giving me a hug.

Aileen and Hope both left to their private dressing room. A lady came and gave me my microphone which had pink rhinestones all over it. While another lady was fixing my hair and makeup.

As she finished, I heard that 5sos had finally gotten off stage. I was about to turn around but I heard the boys call out my name.

"NeeNee!" Michael said.

"We just wanted to wish you good luck out there," Calum said.

"The crowd is super excited!" Ashton said.

"You'll do great!" Luke said.

I gave them each a hug. "Thanks guys! I'm glad to have you guys with me on tour."

"NeeNee it's time!" A backstage employee said holding his clipboard.

I smiled and nodded to the boys as I left. I went to go slouch down on a little mat. I saw the little door on top of me slowly open.

"It's time......" I whispered to myself.

The floor slowly pushed me up onto the stage. As I began to see the stadium, I heard thousands of people screaming. I smiled wide and waved to the crowd.

"NEENEE!!" I heard people yell. I giggled as I looked around every spot in the stadium. People had posters with my name on them and shirts with my pictures. I saw people dressed like me and people crying once I looked at them and waved.

"WHAT UP EUROPE!" I yelled into the microphone. The crowd began screaming even louder and there were a bunch of flashing lights taking photos of me.

"HOW ARE YOU GUYS DOING TONIGHT?" I asked.

The more I talked, the more the crowd went wild. I couldn't believe it either. My dreams were actually coming true. I would've never imagined the 14 year old girl I was making her dreams come true 8 years later.