Infinite || n.h

Chapter 29

The entire drive home was silent. I felt really bad that I wasn't ready to have another baby. I know how much Niall and Hope want a new baby, but I think it's just a bit too soon.

When we finally arrived home, I put Hope to bed and walked back into the bedroom Niall and I share. Niall hasn't once looked at me and is refusing to talk to me.

"Are you mad at me?" I asked breaking the silence.

He shook his head.

"Then why won't you talk to me?" I walked towards him and pouted. Niall just shrugged and didn't make eye contact with me.

"Fine!" I heavily sighed and ran into the bathroom slamming the door. I quickly got dressed into my pajamas and went back to our bedroom. I grabbed some blankets and a pillow and threw them down the stairs along with some of Niall's pajamas.

"What are you doing?" Niall came rushing towards me.

"You're sleeping on the couch tonight," I smiled with yet a serious tone.

"NeeNee, I'm sorry okay. I'm just upset," he said.

I scoffed and speed walked to our bedroom. I was about to close the door when Niall stopped it from closing.

"Niall, get out!" I exclaimed.

"No, NeeNee! I'm sorry alright! I know I've been a pain in the ass recently. Can we just talk this out," He said calmly.

"Niall I'm just not ready for another baby right now. I feel like we have too much on our hands right now and it's not really the right time to have another baby."

"I get you. I'm sorry. I guess I just miss having a little new born in the house. Hope is turning 1 in 2 weeks and I feel like this is all happening to fast."

"Niall, I'm as happy as I can be. We don't need to rush into having another baby. We'll have another baby. I promise. When the time is right." I tangled my fingers with Niall's and smiled. I looked into his deep ocean blue eyes.

"I love you," he said.

"I love you too," I replied.

He leaned in to kiss me, which turned out to be a full make out session until we broke apart.

"Does this mean I still have to sleep on the couch?" Niall asked. I giggled.

"No. I want you all to myself tonight," I smirked.

Niall pressed his lips against mine as he held me close. We both collapsed on bed with Niall on top of me. Tonight was just about to turn out better then I thought.

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****2 WEEKS LATER****

Today's Hopes 1st birthday. I was very excited. I never had a first birthday, or any birthday. I remember my mom had disappeared while my dad was getting high with some girls in my bedroom almost every birthday of mine. So I've always wanted to give my kids a birthday that they will always remember.

Hope was sleeping so Niall and I had decided on waking her up with a cake. We got a full pink cake with three layers. Each layer getting smaller as it reached the top. While it had a sparkling candle at the top with golden icing written on the side, 'Happy Birthday Hope!'

Niall was holding the camera as we entered Hopes room. I was mouthing to the camera '3, 2, 1' as Niall and I yelled out, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOPE!"

She quickly opened her eyes and got up. She giggled and clapped her hands.