Infinite || n.h

Chapter 6

Today is a big day for me. Me and the girls are going shopping for my new wedding dress.

I'm really excited and can't wait to find the one. Sophia made and appointment for us with a lady from the store to help us find a dress.

"Hello girls! It's such a dream come true to be working with you guys and help The NeeNee G find her wedding dress," she said with a smile.

Aww she was a fan of mine. She looked like she was in her late 30s or early 40s. I smiled and greeted myself and the girls.

"Hi! It's so nice to meet you and it's so great that you will be helping me find the right dress," I shook her hand.

She smiled at me and shook mine back.

"My name is Lucy, and we have your very own room for you girls to help NeeNee find the right dress and give her tips and opinions,"

We all nodded as she guided us to our room which also had a huge section of dresses.

"So what kind of style are you looking for today?" Lucy asked politely.

"Well I'm looking for a strapless white ball gown dress specially designed by Hayley Paige," I described.

"Well then you came to the write place! We have our special collection of wedding dresses by Hayley Paige right over here," she said as she directed us to section.

There were lots of dresses to choose from until one caught my eye.

It was an ivory strapless natural waist bridal ball gown with silk radzmir crossover bodice, full tulle skirt with flounces and chapel train, with matching horsehair veil.

It was absolutely perfect.

"Can I try on that one over there?" I asked Lucy.

"Of course sweetie!" She got the dress with my size and helped me get into it in the dressing room.

I could here all the girls talking about how beautiful the dress was probably going to be. I looked in the mirror and I was just amazed by how beautiful the dress was an how perfect I thought it was for me.

I stepped outside and all the girls were smiling and surprised.

"Oh my gosh! It's so beautiful!!" Eleanor said admiring the dress.

"It's so perfect! Niall's going to love it!" Ella said.

"You look beautiful NeeNee! I love it!" Perrie said.

"No words. I'm just so amazed by how perfect you look Hun," Sophia said as she kept an eye on me and the dress.

I'm so glad they all loved it.

"I found the one!" I said squealing.

*1 month later*

I've been so stressed lately. I was nearly 2 months pregnant and kept craving a lot of fatty food which made me worried about gaining weight and not being able to fit in my wedding dress. I had a tiny bump, you couldn't really see it, but for a girl like me, you could tell I had a tiny bump.

The wedding is next month and it feel like every time me and Niall have to make a decision about things for the wedding together he just shrugs and makes me decide on my own.

"So babe I was thinking about the flavor for the cake that were going to have at the wedding but I don't know, which do you think," I asked Niall while writing our wedding plans in my notebook.

"I don't know, it's what ever you like best..." he shrugged.

That's it, I'm officially annoyed.

"Are you like going to take part in our wedding or not? Every time we have to make a decision TOGETHER for OUR wedding, you leave me to plan out everything myself!!!" I snapped.

"What are you talking about? I just want everything to be perfect for you!"

"Oh! So just letting me do all the work is helping! Well fine if your not really in the mood to take part in our wedding then fine!! We'll just cancel everything! That's fine! I'm tired of all your bullshit Niall!!"

I began to cry and ran to our bedroom and slammed the door and locked it. I was too pissed off and stressed out. I felt like he didn't care. I felt like I was back into my childhood life again where I was always unwanted and had no family and abandoned.

I cried into my pillow and covered my face. I heard a knock on the door but ignored it.

"NeeNee. Princess please open the door. I'm sorry I wasn't being fair." He said.

He sounded like he wanted to cry.

"Go away! You never care anyways so why bothering caring now!?" I shouted.

"Babe I do care...I just didn't want to affect your dream wedding or get in the way of how you wanted it to be."

I got up and unlocked the door, then went back to my spot on the bed. I didn't make eye contact.

"Love, please look at me...I'm so sorry. If you want we can get chocolate cake for the wedding, I know it's your favorite." He said as he hugged me.

I pulled away gently and looked at him.

"It's not just the cake Niall. It's the whole party. It's our wedding and I shouldn't be the only one to be planning it."

"Okay babe, I'm sorry, from now on I'm promise with all my love for you, that when it's time to make a decision, we make it together as husband and wife...as a family..."

He kissed me passionately on the lips. I loved him so much and after what he just told me, it made me feel like I had someone who finally loved me after always thinking no one would ever love me.

The date to our wedding was getting closer each day. It was crazy how we had to go through more and more paparazzi each day as the date got closer.

I got hate from some of Niall's fans for getting married quickly and already being pregnant with his baby. I didn't care though. Others such as my fans just kept hating about how my baby would probably get in the way of me being closer to my fans and blamed it on Niall.

It's publicity so you have to learn to live with it.

I still didn't know who to make my made of honor. I didn't want to be rude in any way but I couldn't decide between Perrie or Ella. They are the most close to me and both singers and kind of get how my life is with fans and concerts as well.

"So you're going to invite her over for dinner tonight?" Niall asked.

"Yup! I'm going to ask her to be my maid of honor, it was so hard but I think if any one deserves it, then it should be her." I said as I set the table.

"Okay babe. Well I better run to the studio, I'm going to be late. Bye, love you! Call me if anything,"

Niall kissed me on the lips.

"Okay bye honey! Love you too! Be safe!" I said as he walked out.

As I set the food on the table. The door bell rang. She's here. I quickly ran from the kitchen to go open the door.

"Hey NeeNee! Thanks for inviting me over for dinner to chat!" She said.

"No problem! I really had something important I wanted to ask you...," I told the girl who sat in front of me on the table.

"Sure! Anything," she said.

"Would you like to be my Maid Of Honor....?"