Help Me

Chapter 11

Quick recap:
Y/n told Namjoon about her past. He didn't leave. Y/n said that she loves him.

Y/n's POV:
"I love you too Joon"

Namjoon looked like he saw a ghost. "What?" He said trying to hide his growing smile. "I think I misheard you. Do you mind repeating that?"

"I Love You" I was unable to hide the blush that rose to my cheeks. I looked down slightly embarrassed.

He slowly moved his hand to my chin in order not to scare me. My face now looking at his. "You don't know how happy I am to hear you say that babygirl."

Before I knew what was happening his lips were on mine. His hands gently held my face as if it were glass. I moved my hands to his neck while my fingers played with the hair on his nape.

I immediately hugged him and started crying into his chest. I wasn't upset. I was actually ecstatic.

"What did I do? Are you okay?" He pulled my face away from him looking at me with concern and love.

"You didn't do anything wrong. In fact, you did everything right. I don't know how I deserve you."

My phone started ringing. It was my boss. "Excuse me" he just nodded

"Hello?"

"Y/n I'm disappointed."

"I'm sorry, but what about?"

Confuse was written on Namjoon and my face.

"You still haven't taken proper time of. Most of that is the hospital's fault to be fair. You are getting 2 months off. And before you say no, it isn't a question. I understand that you love helping these kids, but you need to rest to be at 100%. Take this time to self care. Everything is taken care of. I don't want to see you back here for 2 months. The only exception is if you're a patient. Do I make myself clear?"

"Yes sir. But next time, just lead with that. You scared me half to death" you said laughing.

"Have a good break Ma'am. It's well deserved."

"Thank you sir. Have a good day."
End call

"I now have 2 free months." You stated, rolling your eyes.

"Great! I can take you to work with me."

"I'm sorry, what?!? Joon I just told you about my social anxiety. Why would I go to your job?" I was starting to panic which he noticed.

"Hey. It's gonna be okay. I'll be with you at all times. And when I'm not, you'll be in my studio with the door locked. Bang Pdnim and I are the only ones with keys to my studio. You'll be safe. I have to tell him about you anyway."

"Wait. That means that this is serious. Do I really mean that much to you?" I said slightly confused as to why someone cares.

"You mean the world to me babygirl."  I blushed as he pecked my forehead. "Are you gonna do that every time I use that pet name?" He asked while smirking.

I nodded slowly "Perfect" was the only thing he told me before noticing how tired I was. "Let's get you to bed." I yawned and nodded at his statement.

I got dressed and opened my bedroom door to signal that I was decent.

Namjoon's POV:
I was texting Yoongi hyung to see if my apartment was clear. He said yes. My focus shifted when Y/n's door opened. She looked absolutely beautiful.

"Joon." I hummed in response. "I don't want to do anything stupid tonight, but overthinking is my specialty. I was wondering if... um..."

She was fiddling with her fingers. Adorable. "Let's go to my place princess. No one is there. Bring some clothes for tomorrow. Do you mind if we share my bed. I promise that nothing will happen."

"I'd like that" her shy smile made my heart flutter. I felt the need to protect her. So much has broken her already, I won't let anything else hurt her.

We made it to my room. I went to my walk in closet and closed the door to change. When I walked out, Y/n's eyes were heavy. She was trying so hard to stay awake. I got into bed. She rolled over and started to cuddle into my chest. I could feel her relax against me. "Warm" she said so quietly and tiredly, it could have been a whisper.

I don't sleep with a shirt on, so she could feel my body heat. I pulled closer to me as she gave into her exhaustion. "Goodnight my love" I said as I kissed her forehead. I soon closed my eyes, while thinking of my future. No... Our future.