Help Me

Chapter 19

Y/n's POV:
"Ok, so I'll help you pick a decent meal."
I looked at him timidly
"It won't be much Y/n." He held my shoulder, "You are just starting to try and get better. I wouldn't throw you into the deep end." He chuckled at my sigh of relief, to which I responded by hitting his shoulder.

"That is not funny." I pouted as I glared at him.

"Come on cutie. Let's get you some food. If I got you fruit, would you eat it?"

"Fruit is just about all I eat." I looked down at my feet waiting for him to be disappointed. I didn't hear anything, so I looked up.

"As long as something with nutrients goes into your stomach, I'm good." I looked at him with a shocked expression. Normally I was told to "eat more". Nothing was enough. I hugged him so tight.

"Thank you."

"For what?" He asked while putting his arms around me.

"For understanding." I said as I looked up at him.

He lightly chuckled, "I'm gonna go tell the staff what we want. I'll be right back, okay?"

I nodded, but freaked out on the inside. I don't like being alone, especially in a place I wasn't 100% familiar with.

I started getting dizzy. I sat down and started to do some breathing exercises. I started shaking my hands around trying to expel the stress from my body. Nothing was working. Tears started to build up in my eyes. "Not again".

As soon as I said that Jimin walked in. "Sh*t, hyung is gonna kill me."

Jimin's POV:
I went to tell the staff our order. On my way back I heard a mumbling sound. When I made it back to  Y/n, her back was to the door. I went over to her as tears streamed down her face. I immediately hugged her.

Her tiny hand clutched onto my shirt. She was visibly shaking. "Shh, shh. Y/n, you're okay. I'm here. I need you to breathe, okay?" I started to coach her breathing until she calmed down. "Do you need me to get Joon? I could text him."

"No! Please don't tell him about this." She said and clung to be again.

"Okay. okay." My phone vibrated. "The food's here, but we're gonna stay like this for a minute, okay?" She nodded into my chest.

"We can go now" she said lifting her face up. I wiped her wet cheeks with my thumbs.

"Okay."

"Hey Chim, hey Y/n" Jin said

Namjoon looked up, "Baby? Were you crying?"

"Oh yeah. We are making jokes and laughing so hard that I stared crying." She said with the biggest fake smile ever, but I joined in on the act.

"Yeah, Jin you have some real competition."

"I doubt it. Now come and eat."

We walked over and I started to think. How is she so good at hiding her feeling? She must have done this a lot. We started to eat.

"Hey angel, we're gonna go practice some choreography. Do you want to come?"

"Yeah, that sounds like fun"

Her whole mood had changed from a few minutes ago. I don't know what happened to her, but someone broke her. The rest of bangtan and I have to protect her like our own. She is our sister now (Namjoon's girlfriend) she is family. I just hope she can trust us.

Once we finished lunch, we went to practice. Everyone noticed Y/n was asleep in the corner.

"How did she sleep through that?"

"When sleep calls, you sleep" Yoongi hyung said.

We were getting ready to leave. Namjoon picked up Y/n and brought her to the van. We dropped them off first. It was just me and the other 5 guys in the van.

"Guys, I think somethings wrong with Y/n."

"Why would you say that Jimin?"

"Yoongi hyung, she's bonded with you, something is obviously wrong." Kookie said while the van erupted with laughter. Then I got a text.

Suga Hyung

I need to talk to you

It's about Y/n. You can't
tell anyone though. Stay
at my place tonight.

I looked over at my hyung and nodded. Something was up and I want to know what it is.

(15 minutes later)
Yoongi hyung and I went to his place. We sat in his living room with Holly.
"Holly, go sit with Jimin-ah"

"Hyung what's going on?"

"Why were you asking about Y/n in the car?"

"Something weird happened today. I went to tell the staff what we wanted to eat, and when I got back she was crying."

"Did you leave her alone?"

"Yeah. Why?"

"I heard Joon tell you this morning that Y/n has anxiety. Did you just forget that? She also has social anxiety. When you left her there by herself, she probably got scared. Jimin, she had an anxiety attack."

"Oh"

"Joon knows everything about her. She hasn't fully shared her past with any other member. I know she hasn't told you, or you wouldn't have said anything in the van. I'm just glad that kook took it as a joke."

"I'm glad I know for tomorrow. Jin and I are gonna hangout with her."

"Ok. I'm tired, and I know that you are too. You can take the guest room, but you can't have Holly. Holly's sleeping in my room."

I gave him Holly and went into his guest room. I sat on the bed and thought. She must have had to hide her attacks before. I feel so bad. I am glad that I could help her though.

I decided to go to bed. Tomorrow is going to be a long day. Especially for Y/n.