Help Me

Chapter 25

Y/n's POV

I kept tossing and turning throughout the night. My head was the home to my racing thoughts.

"Baby, why are you awake?" His voice was so deep. My cheeks started to heat up.

"I'm sorry for waking you. Go back to sleep."

"No baby, what's wrong?" He turned on the side table lamp.

"I'm just thinking. I'm fine. Get your rest."

"You just said the very words to keep me awake... What are you thinking about?"

"Life. When we go public."

"What about it?"

"I don't want to rely on you."

"Baby, you won't have to. You're very successful. Why do think you would rely on me?"

"I think I would quit... being a doctor."

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know, I just think that I would be swarmed by fans and saesangs. It's too risky. I don't want to put others' lives at risk."

"You can work at BigHit."

"How?"

"You have medical experience. Do you realize how many kids pass out at concerts. And we get injured too. BigHit would love to have you."

"Are you sure?"

"Absolutely."

"I hope you're right."

"Ok. Now can you get some sleep?"

"I hope so"

"Ok. Goodnight babygirl." He kissed my forehead as our eyes closed.

(Morning)

Namjoon's POV

I brought Y/n to BigHit with me. For some reason, she sleeps better in my studio. I keep the lights low and she turns towards the back of the couch.

While Y/n was asleep, I went to talk to Pdnim.
"Sir, can we talk?"

"Sure Joon. What's the problem?"

I sat down "I was talking with Y/n last night. I have a question for you. Y/n was saying that when we go public, she is going to resign from the hospital."

"So she's using you for money."

"No no no. She has made it abundantly clear that she does not want to rely on me or my money. Her real concern is the safety of her hospital and those who would be there. She doesn't want anyone to get hurt."

"Ok. I'm glad that she isn't taking advantage of your name."

"Yeah. That's why I was wondering if she could work here. With her medical background she could be an asset to the staff."

"We have medics already."

"Yes sir, I know. But she could really help. The guys already know her. They're friends. She could be a medic for me. She already made sure that I was okay when I met her for the first time." 

"I understand that Namjoon, and it's very admirable. I just don't know if it's a good idea. She works with kids, not adults."

"She could work with the teens. There is a free office across from mine. She could easily work here."

"I'll think about it. When do you plan on making your relationship public."

"When Y/n is ready. Once she tells me that going public is okay, you'll be the first to know."

"Ok. Thank you for telling me Namjoon."

"Of course sir. If you'll excuse me, I need to go continue working."

"Ok."

I left and made it back to my studio. Y/n was still peacefully sleeping. She still looked like an angel. She was hugging the giant Van stuffie. It was adorable. I heard a knock at my door. I quietly opened it.

"Jin hyung? What are you doing here?"

"I got lunch. I know Y/n likes fruit, so this is for her. Your lunch is with the others."

"Okay. I'll come and grab mine. I'll be there in a minute." I quickly wrote a note to Y/n

Hey baby,
If you wake up and I'm gone, I went to grab lunch. Your lunch is in the mini fridge. Don't worry, Jin hyung got it for you. I'll be back soon.
Your koala

I made my way and grabbed my lunch. "Thanks hyung."

"Wait, you're leaving" Hobi hyung questioned.

"Yeah. Y/n's sleeping in my studio. I didn't want to wake her. I don't want her to be scared when she wakes up, if I'm not there."

"Ok. Tell her we say hi."

"I will hyung"
I made it back and Y/n was still sleeping. I just let her sleep since she didn't get much last night.

(15 minutes later)
I started to hear movement behind me. Y/n was stirring. She covered her mouth as she yawned. She cutely moaned as she stretched. She acknowledged the note and grinned while grabbing her lunch.

She placed it on the table and looked up. She jumped seeing my eyes on her. "Sorry baby. I didn't mean to startle you."

"No it's okay. It's my fault."

"No it's not. Don't ever say that again." Slight frustration was heard in my voice.

"Yes, sir." She said while looking down

I immediately moved over to her and pulled her into a hug on my lap. "No. Babygirl we've talked about this. I'm sorry for being agitated. I didn't mean to use that tone. I'm sorry."

I could hear little sniffles coming from her. "I'm sorry Namjoon. I just need to stop being so sensitive."

"No baby, not at all. You have been through so much. You need to feel what you feel. I need to be considerate like you."

"What are you talking about. You are so considerate."

"Not like you. You are able to date an idol. That in itself is amazing. But you also work with kids, which is selfless. I can only dream of being considerate like you."

She was blushing. I'm glad I took her mind off of earlier. "So what did Jin hyung get you?"

"Deliciousness" I chuckled at her cuteness

We ate our lunch and Y/n went back to sleeping. We made it home for dinner and then just relaxed. It was a great day. I just hope that dispatch would stop trying to capture us. It isn't fair to her. She's too kind and pure.