Y/n is a pediatrician who happens to meet Kim Namjoon of BTS. She struggles with anxiety, eating disorder, PTSD, depression, and self h@rm. Namjoon helps her become more confident as they fall for each other.
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Namjoon's POV: I was on my phone waiting for Y/n to wake up. She started squirming in my lap, as she woke up. "Good morning" I said
"Oh my gosh. I'm so sorry, I slept through the movie." As she apologized her face showed how anxious she was for my response.
"It's okay. I liked it you kept me warm. By the way, Yoongi had a great idea to go swimming today. Do you want to come with us."
"P.S. it wasn't a question. You need you get your mind clear. We leave in an hour or two."
Y/n's POV: I was so nervous. I hadn't gone swimming in forever. I stopped when my bad habits started. I looked around for bottoms that had a little extra coverage.
Suit inspiration:
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These were the most coverage I had. I really wanted to say no, but I couldn't. He obviously knew that I didn't have work, so there was no getting out of it now. I looked at my thighs. The bandages were looser than I remembered. I think I must have shifted in my sleep to much. When I was done getting ready for the pool, I went to Namjoon's apartment. There was a note of the door:
"We headed to the pool outside. Come down and join us when you're ready"
"I don't think I'll ever be ready" I thought to myself as I went down the stairs.
I could already hear yelling before I opened the door. I smiled at the 7 laughing boys in the pool.
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They looked so happy. "Are you coming or what?" Jimin yelled to me.
Before I could respond I was picked up. Jungkook had thrown me over his shoulder. "Don't you dare" I yelled at him, but it was too late. He jumped into the pool with me still over his shoulder. Because I hadn't swam in a while, it was hard to tread water in the deeper end of the pool. Namjoon notice and helped me over to the shallower end. "Thank you" I said shyly.
"Of course. I like your swim suit" With his statement I looked down and blushed. I unconsciously pulled my shorts down a little lower on my legs. Everyone was having a great time.
That was until someone had accidentally kicked my leg. I hid my pain. He had reopened the cuts on one of my legs. I said I was going to the bathroom and exited quickly, trying not to limp.
When I returned, they were still playing. I sat on a pool chair secretly taking pictures. It took my mind off of the pain and onto the joy that was around me. When everyone was done playing we started to go back to the apartments to clean up. I was slightly limping due to the growing pain in my leg.
Namjoon and Yoongi came over and lended my their shoulders for support. I made up the excuse that I twisted my ankle on the stairs earlier. "How did you not feel the pain" Yoongi questioned
"The adrenaline that was produced slowed down the pain response from my brain" I lied.
When I got to my kitchen, I got out my pain meds and took 2. I rewrapped my legs, and went back over to the boys. They were watching tv. Namjoon walked over and asked to talk.
"Sure"
Then he brought me to his room.
"I like you Y/n"
I was shocked. I didn't know that he had the same feelings as me. "I like you too Namjoon"
"No. Not as friends Y/n. I mean I love you"
"I do too Namjoon. And before you ask, No I'm not joking. You were so kind to me the other night. I felt safe with you. I haven't felt real safety in quite a while. Thank you for that." I said sincerely
"I know normally people go on dates before being a couple, but my job won't let that happen. It's too risky for me, but more importantly you. I don't want people coming after you. I would love to go on dates, but I think that just having you as my girlfriend would be better. I'm sorry"
"Don't be." I said probably a little too relieved "I like movie nights and cuddles on the couch more than I do going out all dressed up to restaurants." Smiling through every word.
"I hope you're okay with crazy schedules, me touring, and having an exhausted boyfriend" he laughed a little through his statement.
"And I hope you can handle meltdowns over patients, not always being places on time, and an exhausted girlfriend" I said also laughing. "I'm also super introverted"
"You really are perfect" he said in a whisper
"What did you say?" I questioned
"That I love you"
I blushed and looked down, not ready to say those 3 words yet. "I... um..."
"It's okay. You'll tell me when you're ready. I can feel your love. You don't have to tell me for me to know"
He pulled me in for a hug and kissed my forehead. "Come on babygirl, my brothers need to hear the good news"
I look at him with wide eyes while blushing
"Sorry. I don't know why I said that" Namjoon scratched the back of his neck in embarrassment
"It's okay. I kinda like it. Just only when it's you and me. I don't think I'd be comfortable with it around others" I looked down, fidgeting with my fingers. Namjoon held my hands and kissed them. He opened his door with only one of my hands in his.
Yoongi looked over. "Finally! They're a couple!!" I instantly hid my face in my boyfriend's chest.
(It feels so weird to think that. My boyfriend. I am so happy right now. I just hope he doesn't find out my secrets.)
