Help Me

Chapter 30

Y/n's POV:
I woke up early to make Joonie some hangover tea. I also had some ibuprofen and movies waiting for him in the living room.

I walked into his bedroom when I heard him groaning. I didn't want to worsen his headache so I whispered "Hi baby. I made you some hangover tea. Take these meds with it, okay?"

He nodded in response. "Thank you baby."

I kissed him on the head. "I have Netflix. We could find some movies or something to watch. I'll do whatever you want."

"Can we just cuddle?"

"Of course. Can we listen to music too?"
He nodded. I gave him my phone and he put on his album. I smiled as I placed my head on him chest. "I love you"

"I love you to koala"

We went to sleep for a few hours. When I woke up, Joonie was humming. We joke about his singing skills, but I love his voice. I think it's beautiful. "How come your voice is better than mine?"

"Good morning sleepyhead." I snuggled closer to him.

"Does your head still hurt? Do you need anything?" He kissed the top of my head

"No. I'm okay now. Thank you baby. And your voice is beautiful. When I make more music, I'll need you for backing vocals."

"You're funny." I was giggling in his embrace.

"I'm serious. I've heard you sing in the shower. You are just like Jungkook. Perfect vocals."

"Joon, I don't want to scare you, but we need to talk. I promise that it's nothing bad."

"What's going on?"

"I think I want to go public." I bit the inside of my cheek.

"Really?"

"Yeah. I mean... I know that I'm gonna get hate. That's inevitable, but I also know that you, the boys, all of BigHit are in my corner. I just have to accept it."

"I'm so proud of you baby." He was smiling wide. It was so contagious that I started smiling.

He turned me on my back and hovered over me. He started to kiss me while we were both smiling. I held his face in my hands, and he kept his arms on both sides of my hands.

"When did you get so confident babygirl."

"I don't know. It definitely has something to do with you. You're helping me love myself." I paused. "Umm... I've been meaning to tell you something."

"I have a feeling that it's bad news." He sat down next to me. I pulled myself up to be closer to eye level.

"Yeah" my voice was shaking as tears formed in my eyes. He pulled me into a hug.

"What happened?"

"I did a bad thing" my voice broke and my tears started streaming down my face.

"Shh shh shh. Calm down babygirl. It's gonna be okay, but I need you to calm down."

"I didn't mean to. It just happened."