Y/n's POV:
I needed to be alone today. I couldn't sleep last night. My thoughts were racing. The only way to calm them would be to go online. I needed to see if I was on the internet.
Is Namjoon from BTS dating?
Who is RM's girlfriend?
Namjoon and his girlfriendI only found pictures. None of the had our faces in them. I couldn't even recognize myself if I wasn't looking for me. It could be photoshopped. I don't even know if that's Namjoon. There was nothing to link me to him.
I called Bang Pdnim
"Sir, I was online. There aren't any names. The photos online are basically impossible to recognize. I think we could say that it was a mistake."
"Ms. Yun, I already have the legal team working on this. They also believe that nothing will happen. But if anything does happen, I will personally make sure that you are safe and protected."
"Thank you sir."
"Ms. Yun, I did some background work on you. You are a very well known doctor. I just saw the article of the child abusers you caught. Very impressive.
I didn't think anything bad would pop up. I just need to make sure. It's protocol.""I understand sir. Completely. There are no hard feelings."
"The boys are having a rough day. I'm going to send them home early. You wouldn't happen to know anything about this would you?"
"Unfortunately I do sir. I've been keeping away from my phone today. They're just worried. I'll text them when we hang up."
"Thank you Ms. Yun, or should I say Dr. Yun."
"Ms. Yun is fine sir. Have a good rest of your day."
"You too."
I quickly texted the boys that I'm okay. I thought that I could make it up to them with food. I separately texted the boys to come over to my place. I cooked a plethora of dishes and waited for their arrival.
When I heard a knock on the door, I went to open it. I instantly felt 2 arms around my waist and I walked backwards into my home. "I'm so sorry Joon"
Tears were on the break of falling. "Why are you sorry baby? You needed to breathe. I understand that."
"Thank you. I just needed to process everything. Look at the facts ya know?"
"I do baby. But don't ever drop off of the face of the earth ever again. Ok?"
"Ok. I promise."
Then we heard more knocks. It turns out that the other 6 arrived at roughly the same time. They were unaware of everyone being there. I opened the door. All of them pulled me into a group hug.
"Need... air" I stated while gasping. Sorrys erupted from the boys as I was granted access to oxygen.
"So why are we all here?"
"I wanted to apologize for scaring y'all today. It wasn't fair for me to make you worry. I should have just talked to everyone. I know that food is a favorite, so I made dinner for everyone. I hope this makes up for my poor decisions." I was looking down and messing with my rings.
"We're just glad you're okay."
"Can we eat now?" The maknae line yelled
"Yes. Dig in"
"Y/n this is amazing. You are allowed in my kitchen any time." Jin oppa said. Everyone else agreed.
"Thank you" I said shyly.
"If you ever need to apologize again, food is a great option" Taehyung said while stuffing his face.
The hyung line chuckled and continued eating. Jin place extra fruit on my plate. I secretly glared at him. He gave me that parent look.
I just looked down and ate it. Everyone started to make small talk as I cleaned up.
"Y/n, do you need help?" Jin asked
"No. I got it, don't worry"
"Boys, go."
Taehyung, Jimin, and Jungkook came over and helped me. "You really don't have to."
"We're not going against Jin hyung."
I chuckled at their response. We were able to finish quickly because there were 4 of us. I gave the boys some snacks for helping me. I also gave Jin oppa a bottle of wine for making them help me.
Soon everyone but Namjoon had left. "I'm sorry"
"Baby, you don't have to say sorry"
"No, I do. I cut everyone off when it was tough. What am I gonna do if it gets tougher?"
"Baby, you're allowed to be scared. That's not a crime. You needed time. I shouldn't have pressured you by blowing up your phone. That wasn't fair. You don't have the life of an idol. I need to acknowledge that. I want you to be ready if we go public."
"If ? You don't know if we'll go public?" There was a hint of sadness in my voice.
"That's not what I meant baby. I want you to feel comfortable. I won't force you to go public if you don't want to."
"I want to eventually. I just don't know if I can."
"Come on, let's go get some rest." He kissed my forehead and brought me to my room. I changed in the bathroom and he grabbed some shorts that he kept at my place. When I got back, he was lying in the bed.
As I crawled into bed, he held me. "Good night princess. I love you."
"I love you too koala."
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FanfictionY/n is a pediatrician who happens to meet Kim Namjoon of BTS. She struggles with anxiety, eating disorder, PTSD, depression, and self h@rm. Namjoon helps her become more confident as they fall for each other. I don't own any of the pictures, only th...